*Note* to My Guy if you are reading this...
I don't mean to put you on the spot or embarrass you,
but I do have these feelings of compassion for you, not in any
'fleshly' way, but of the 'Spirit'
I don't know what you've done or are doing that
could cause you to think you can't be saved,
but I know God knows - YOU
he knows your thoughts and he knows whats in your heart
he knows everything, he's omnipresent, past present and future.
That small feeling of peace you might feel from me, is from the
Holy Spirit, but imagine what it would feel like to have the very Spirit
of God living inside you 24/7, its a wonderful thing. Because he's alive.
I felt your torments to an extent, and I keep getting in my spirit
that you don't have to live this way.
I truly believe that you are going to have to make a choice
if You desire Christ Jesus in your heart, and want him to
set you free, He can, he is able to!
you're going to have to be brave
and let go of the old things you know and
Hold on to Jesus.
Is scary I know, because you don't know how Gods
going to treat you, you don't know how the "Christian" world
will recieve you. None of that will matter when you have
the Holy Spirit living inside of you,
because it will be Jesus and you, the only thing that will
matter is what God thinks.
If it helps, I'm for you, I've been praying for you, because
I love you. So you know that there is a believer out there praying for you,
no matter what.
When you have the Holy Spirit, you have the very Spirit of God living
inside of you, who is constantly going to be giving you life.
You don't have to get it from me anymore,
you can get it from God himself who loves you,
he wants you.
He loves you.
He's been waiting for you.
He's waiting for all of you, who are curious enough to read this, I know..
This means that anyone who belongs to Christ has become a new person.
The old life is gone; a new life has begun! - 2 Corinthians 5:17