A letter to my guy
You confessed to the world that Jesus is Lord. that day you said "Jesus saves" Although you probably wanted people think you were mocking when you said it. I bet you were actually being serious in your heart. It really doesn't matter who believes you just as long as you believed it in your heart when you said it.
I can tell you this only because that is really the only account I know of where you made a 'real' confession to the world. Then again that is between you and God. Your name is written in the Lambs book of life.
You may say..."but I don't feel any different.."
Well...as a believer you will come to realize that you are going to have to start believing by faith.
You see...We walk by faith and not by sight. We walk by faith and not by what we feel. We walk by faith and not after what our unrenewed mind/soul is telling us.
We walk according to the word, to the spirit following the spirit of God.
I would say what you need to do now is to be baptized with water and to recieve the Holy Spirit. You should also probably find a good church that believes in the Holy Spirit that teaches on the word. This church will feed your spirit every Sunday with the word of God. it will also feed your faith, and God will give you strength.
Now about the feelings and manifestations of the flames and fire, even the oppression you currently have to face.
Those are a curse from the curse of the law. These come from sin, and sin is like dirt covering our souls. I am here to bring you good news.
Since you are blood bought and your name is written in the Lambs Book of Life. You don't have to go through this anymore. Jesus Christ has taken these things upon himself for you already. (scripture)
He has redeemed you from the curse of the law.
Isaiah 53:4-6 - "Surely he took up our pain and bore our suffering,
yet we considered him punished by God, stricken by him, and afflicted.
5 But he was pierced for our transgressions,
he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was on him,
and by his wounds we are healed.
6 We all, like sheep, have gone astray,
each of us has turned to our own way;
and the LORD has laid on him
the iniquity of us all.
This may be a trial for you but I encourage you to endure in faith you will get what you want when you believe for it.
I am going to ask you to start thanking God when you wake up every morning for what Jesus Christ has done for you. Bring up that scripture and thank God for your healing today, his healing is for today, just thank him for it. Then declare the peace of God over you in Jesus name because Jesus took your pain in order that you would have peace. Sing songs of worship to God and thank him for your healing, and about his great mercy and love. I can guarantee you are going to see Gods hand move on your behalf. God listens to our faith not our repetition of words he does not go by vain works or how good we act either. He goes by faith, and whatever we put our hand to in faith.
What connects you to God is your spirit. You spirit is not your soul. You have a body, a Soul/mind and a spirit. The reason you must go to church is to renew your mind/soul by hearing the word of God. Get an audio bible where you 'hear the word' and feed your spirit.
When you do this you are restoring your broken soul. renewing your mind. Don't worry about the physical when Christ returns we'll be changed then.
Always know...God is for you not against you. He wants you restored. God Loves you. I love you too. Just know that when you become discouraged or sin ask God to forgive you. He looks at the heart to see if we are truly repentant. He is willing to work with you. Trust him.
I am always praying for you that you will come to know the love of God.
I love you
P.S. It is Gods will to heal you, to set you free, to restore you.
Luke 5:12 "And it happened when He was in a certain city, that behold, a man who was full of leprosy saw Jesus; and he fell on his face and implored Him, saying, “Lord, if You are willing, You can make me clean.” 13 Then He put out His hand and touched him, saying, “I am willing; be cleansed.” Immediately the leprosy left him.
You confessed to the world that Jesus is Lord. that day you said "Jesus saves" Although you probably wanted people think you were mocking when you said it. I bet you were actually being serious in your heart. It really doesn't matter who believes you just as long as you believed it in your heart when you said it.
I can tell you this only because that is really the only account I know of where you made a 'real' confession to the world. Then again that is between you and God. Your name is written in the Lambs book of life.
You may say..."but I don't feel any different.."
Well...as a believer you will come to realize that you are going to have to start believing by faith.
You see...We walk by faith and not by sight. We walk by faith and not by what we feel. We walk by faith and not after what our unrenewed mind/soul is telling us.
We walk according to the word, to the spirit following the spirit of God.
I would say what you need to do now is to be baptized with water and to recieve the Holy Spirit. You should also probably find a good church that believes in the Holy Spirit that teaches on the word. This church will feed your spirit every Sunday with the word of God. it will also feed your faith, and God will give you strength.
Now about the feelings and manifestations of the flames and fire, even the oppression you currently have to face.
Those are a curse from the curse of the law. These come from sin, and sin is like dirt covering our souls. I am here to bring you good news.
Since you are blood bought and your name is written in the Lambs Book of Life. You don't have to go through this anymore. Jesus Christ has taken these things upon himself for you already. (scripture)
He has redeemed you from the curse of the law.
Isaiah 53:4-6 - "Surely he took up our pain and bore our suffering,
yet we considered him punished by God, stricken by him, and afflicted.
5 But he was pierced for our transgressions,
he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was on him,
and by his wounds we are healed.
6 We all, like sheep, have gone astray,
each of us has turned to our own way;
and the LORD has laid on him
the iniquity of us all.
This may be a trial for you but I encourage you to endure in faith you will get what you want when you believe for it.
I am going to ask you to start thanking God when you wake up every morning for what Jesus Christ has done for you. Bring up that scripture and thank God for your healing today, his healing is for today, just thank him for it. Then declare the peace of God over you in Jesus name because Jesus took your pain in order that you would have peace. Sing songs of worship to God and thank him for your healing, and about his great mercy and love. I can guarantee you are going to see Gods hand move on your behalf. God listens to our faith not our repetition of words he does not go by vain works or how good we act either. He goes by faith, and whatever we put our hand to in faith.
What connects you to God is your spirit. You spirit is not your soul. You have a body, a Soul/mind and a spirit. The reason you must go to church is to renew your mind/soul by hearing the word of God. Get an audio bible where you 'hear the word' and feed your spirit.
When you do this you are restoring your broken soul. renewing your mind. Don't worry about the physical when Christ returns we'll be changed then.
Always know...God is for you not against you. He wants you restored. God Loves you. I love you too. Just know that when you become discouraged or sin ask God to forgive you. He looks at the heart to see if we are truly repentant. He is willing to work with you. Trust him.
I am always praying for you that you will come to know the love of God.
I love you
P.S. It is Gods will to heal you, to set you free, to restore you.
Luke 5:12 "And it happened when He was in a certain city, that behold, a man who was full of leprosy saw Jesus; and he fell on his face and implored Him, saying, “Lord, if You are willing, You can make me clean.” 13 Then He put out His hand and touched him, saying, “I am willing; be cleansed.” Immediately the leprosy left him.