Do you feel compelled to pray for your ex? If so, then within what context are you praying?
For me, my ex-girlfriend left a lasting impression, to say the least. She took the end of our relationship far beyond just burning a bridge. And yes, I have often tried to think of why - she left me and yet treated the break up like I had abandoned her, in her nuking of me.
However, God seems to want me to be praying for her. And not just randomly, but regularly, multiple times a day! ARGH! I do not even want to remember her name, much less be in prayer for her! (Yes, I can say I have forgiven her but I have not forgotten.)
So, I know now, that she is a superb actress and never was a Christian. I can pray for that.
I know what her weaknesses are and failings are, and I can pray for those was well.
But, I find myself led to pray for her protection and for bizarreness that has come into her life (like she is borderline insane?). This is all in the Spirit sort of leading not based upon anything "I know" from others or would desire upon her.
I find myself praying for that protection but at the same time I am thinking to myself, "to what end?". And I feel like her problems are well earned. And even as I feel I am being forced to pray for her, she continues to wage a war against me in the valley I grew up in, and God is having me pray protection for her?!? This surely makes no sense to me.
Anyone else experience something similar or have words of wisdom here? Because I am questioning my sanity.....
For me, my ex-girlfriend left a lasting impression, to say the least. She took the end of our relationship far beyond just burning a bridge. And yes, I have often tried to think of why - she left me and yet treated the break up like I had abandoned her, in her nuking of me.
However, God seems to want me to be praying for her. And not just randomly, but regularly, multiple times a day! ARGH! I do not even want to remember her name, much less be in prayer for her! (Yes, I can say I have forgiven her but I have not forgotten.)
So, I know now, that she is a superb actress and never was a Christian. I can pray for that.
I know what her weaknesses are and failings are, and I can pray for those was well.
But, I find myself led to pray for her protection and for bizarreness that has come into her life (like she is borderline insane?). This is all in the Spirit sort of leading not based upon anything "I know" from others or would desire upon her.
I find myself praying for that protection but at the same time I am thinking to myself, "to what end?". And I feel like her problems are well earned. And even as I feel I am being forced to pray for her, she continues to wage a war against me in the valley I grew up in, and God is having me pray protection for her?!? This surely makes no sense to me.
Anyone else experience something similar or have words of wisdom here? Because I am questioning my sanity.....