Hello SS2879
Congratulations first and foremost on being sober for 7 years that's awesome praise GOD!!! I strongly believe that we go through things because there are lessons we learn along the way , sometimes we don't learn the first time around so we have to go through something stronger to makes us see the BIG picture.
The Lord has so much in store for us , He knows his Plan for our lives and how we should be living our lives and many times we are too stubborn to recognize the things he sets at our table. I am happy to see that you haven't lost faith , I am also Happy that you recognize that he has blessed you... that it is he that deserves the praise not your doing, You and your family will pull through this just fine just keep your eyes on him . ask him to be the driver in your life to direct you and you will follow , be obedient The Lord never leaves us when we need him, He is always there just waiting for us to give it over to him so he can do his perfect work in us. He is so merciful that even when we fall short ,He picks up back up again as if we never left his arms.
I pray that you find peace, that your family builds together in all the storm a bond that will lift you all stronger than ever before, I pray that you turn everything over without a piece of doubt . Your Heavenly Father will not take from you ,But give to you the best of him.
Everything you are losing really made you happy? or was it something that was keeping you from him?
we need to see things through our fathers eyes and not our own. that's why we fall because we think we know what we need .
God Bless you and your Family Rejoice for the LORD is almighty and can make all new.