I think it's just time I go. I'm trying to clean out my life, and it's very hard to do that with too many opinions fighting with each other in my head. I'll search for the truth always, but I don't really feel like I fit in here.
I don't know if you've deleted your account yet, but I wanted to reply to this.
Man, who cares if you fit in or not. None of us do, really. It's just an illusion if anyone thinks otherwise. There are people who care about you on here. I care about you, and I don't even know who you are. I wish you would reconsider. Remember, when you feel no one understands what you're going through, there is one person who does.
God knows the darkest thought you've ever had, the anger, frustration, and confusion. He understands our insecurities, our worries, and fears. Please, let him give you comfort. Don't let this life, this website, or anything on this earth beat you down. When you remind yourself that this evil place is only temporary, that there's something so much greater waiting for you, it can ease the anxieties of this life.
I won't go into a ramble like I tend to, but I pray God eases your mind and gives you peace.
You are not inadequate. You are not unimportant. Most of all, you are not forgotten.
Like they say, Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, but it is that we are powerful beyond all measure.
Inside of you, is a mighty power, a divine purpose God created just for you.
There is something God wants you to read. I'll send it in a message, so this post doesn't get any longer.
So much for cutting it short!