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I have come to despise the feeling of being attracted to someone.
There have been so many.
Oh so many.
That I've been attracted to.
To me attraction seems 100% unreliable.
So unreliable, I don't even want to act it on anymore.
No let me rephrase.
So unreliable, I don't want to feel it anymore.
My sense of attraction has occurred so often, and been wrong so many times, I just want it to go away.
I feel like attraction may be one of the ultimate deceptions for me.
But here's the thing.
What if there is that ONE time attraction will lead me in the right direction
Is attraction always deceptive?
Is it something one can come to trust?
There have been so many.
Oh so many.
That I've been attracted to.
To me attraction seems 100% unreliable.
So unreliable, I don't even want to act it on anymore.
No let me rephrase.
So unreliable, I don't want to feel it anymore.
My sense of attraction has occurred so often, and been wrong so many times, I just want it to go away.
I feel like attraction may be one of the ultimate deceptions for me.
But here's the thing.
What if there is that ONE time attraction will lead me in the right direction
Is attraction always deceptive?
Is it something one can come to trust?