Lovesong Poetry

[Wolf]

More karaoke covers by me...blahhh lol This one is a bit of a sad one, but I tried.
I love the anime Wolf's Rain, The song is haunting to me so I had to give it a try...plus I'm working my way back out of depression, I know that sounds lame and lazy but this is all I can do for now.. rebuilding myself back up. Kind of a fresh start, then I will start out again.

[video]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sAlCTqn1o2U[/video]
UGH my face lol....oh well youtube is evil....
(Yeah I know the computer screen makes my face look like that sorry couldn't help it,
I was also reading the lyrics)

Gravity

Lyrics and Song by: Maaya Sakamoto

been a long road to follow
been there and gone tomorrow
without saying goodbye to yesterday
are the memories I hold still valid?
or have the tears deluded them?
maybe this time tomorrow
the rain will cease to follow
and the mist will fade into one more today
something somewhere out there keeps calling
am I going home?
will I hear someone singing solace to the silent moon?
zero gravity what's it like?
am I alone?
is somebody there beyond these heavy aching feet
still the road keeps on telling me to go on
something is pulling me
I feel the gravity of it all
​

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

Hai.

 

[Wolf]

Hai.

Now where did you come from you spontaneous ninja you! lol
I shall have to put some mouse traps out for you and PopClick so I know when you
guys show up. XD lol

How's it Going?

 

[Dude653]

Propel, propel, propel your concave buoyant conveyance, gently down a hydrogen and oxygen solution. Ecstatically, Ecstatically, Ecstatically,Ecstatically, carbon based cognitive existence is merely an illusuion​

 

[Wolf]

Propel, propel, propel your concave buoyant conveyance, gently down a hydrogen and oxygen solution. Ecstatically, Ecstatically, Ecstatically,Ecstatically, carbon based cognitive existence is merely an illusuion​

Hey Dude653 Haven't seen you in a long time, welcome back

Can you explain some more about this poem, I think its interesting. Thanks for sharing btw

 

[Dude653]

Hey Dude653 Haven't seen you in a long time, welcome back

Can you explain some more about this poem, I think its interesting. Thanks for sharing btw

It's row row row your boat,,,Do you see it now?

 

[Wolf]

It's row row row your boat,,,Do you see it now?

Excellent

That's a very creative way of putting it

 

[Wolf]

Goodbye Fantasy
By: Lowanla (me)

The wonderful thing about fantasy
Is that it was never real to begin with.
In fantasy we are safe from reality.

Fantasy is for the childish things,
And I've grown past illusions.

Farewell fantasy
I open my heart to a new
Reality.

I set you free so be happy.

And I move on to create new dreams.
​

 

[Wolf]

To Sever The Soul Tie
by: Lowanla (me)

Swinging the double edged sword
down, slicing through the
cords that connected me to you.

Breaking through,
shes breaking through
to freedom
Breaking through.

Emotions fade, memories sway,
into the void of nothing.
A new walk for me.
Just want to be free
from my captivity.

A cross between
the blood covers me.
to find someone who
will be good to me,
will love me as me.
Someone with Christian
values and dreams.
Someone, who won't
use and make fun of me.
someone, I can finally
be free, and happy.

​

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

Now where did you come from you spontaneous ninja you! lol
I shall have to put some mouse traps out for you and PopClick so I know when you
guys show up. XD lol

How's it Going?

VERY busy, but fine. Started a new job, and still at the part time one (for now - although maybe I should bite my tongue rather than allude to quitting), so I'm pretty tied up. I do side jobs as well, and trying to spend as much time with my girl as possible.

How are YOU?

 

[Wolf]

VERY busy, but fine. Started a new job, and still at the part time one (for now - although maybe I should bite my tongue rather than allude to quitting), so I'm pretty tied up. I do side jobs as well, and trying to spend as much time with my girl as possible.

How are YOU?

That's awesome you got a new job. Just make sure you don't wear yourself down, because you are not a machine. You will if you do too much. Just keep yourself as balanced as possible with everything, and you should be fine with your girl. (Balance is the key)

Ugh! I feel like I've talked so much about myself on this thing too much already.. but if you must know...

Things were sort of falling apart so I moved home to be closer to my parents, because I started to get really depressed. I couldn't take care of myself, eat, go to my job, classes..nothing. No energy left in me, thats how bad I felt..

I did go to the hospital and got to talk to a counselor about my depression. They also gave me depression medication, which also helps with my anxiety. So I'm kind of helping myself get back to normal again.

I ended things with him, or lets just say it was a mutual break up, things just faded on its own. Neither of us cared to pick things back up again. Some things just go that way I guess. It was a horrible situation I care not to jump back into.

Otherwise I think I'm doing a lot better on my own (with a lil help of course..)

I am happier helping out in church, getting ready for Christmas.

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

That's awesome you got a new job. Just make sure you don't wear yourself down, because you are not a machine. You will if you do too much. Just keep yourself as balanced as possible with everything, and you should be fine with your girl. (Balance is the key)

Ugh! I feel like I've talked so much about myself on this thing too much already.. but if you must know...

Things were sort of falling apart so I moved home to be closer to my parents, because I started to get really depressed. I couldn't take care of myself, eat, go to my job, classes..nothing. No energy left in me, thats how bad I felt..

I did go to the hospital and got to talk to a counselor about my depression. They also gave me depression medication, which also helps with my anxiety. So I'm kind of helping myself get back to normal again.

I ended things with him, or lets just say it was a mutual break up, things just faded on its own. Neither of us cared to pick things back up again. Some things just go that way I guess. It was a horrible situation I care not to jump back into.

Otherwise I think I'm doing a lot better on my own (with a lil help of course..)

I am happier helping out in church, getting ready for Christmas.

Well God bless you, girl! I'm glad to hear you're doing better, near family, in church, etc. The medication sucks - I've been there for depression. I don't mean anything by it - I just means it's a bummer that you have to go down that road.

Keep serenading us with your songs and your poetry! That may be conducive for you as well!

 

[Wolf]

Well God bless you, girl! I'm glad to hear you're doing better, near family, in church, etc. The medication sucks - I've been there for depression. I don't mean anything by it - I just means it's a bummer that you have to go down that road.

Keep serenading us with your songs and your poetry! That may be conducive for you as well!

Well its good to know you enjoy the songs, and the poetry. You see...being depressed has caused me to lose some interest writing, I had been under the impression that they were probably being seen as inferior and somewhat inadequate to the more "perfectionist" eyes of writing out there..

I will write again soon enough though...later. I just need some motivation, inspiration and possibly a little time for my heart to heal. I don't really feel like writing about my misery at the moment. It just hurts too for me to do anything right now, sorry.

I am actually doing a lot better thank you! I never felt more purpose than in a place I thought I'd never find it...home. The medication is sort of a blessing in disguise, it causes me to feel little to no anxiety. I feel a lot more independent that way. I feel more stronger to take on things I was afraid to take on because of my anxiety. Sometimes these are the only roads left to take, especially when there's a fork in the road. One side led to loneliness and healing, the other led to misery and lack of company. I took the former road.

 

[Wolf]

Keep serenading us with your songs and your poetry! That may be conducive for you as well!

Nevermind I changed my mind about not singing and writing, at least the singing part... Xp
Sorry bout that. Anyway It took me many, many, many tries until my voice gave out,
and I decided to sing this song, just because Evanescence is one of my favorite bands, and I like this song.

So yeah this is my attempt at a song.

[video]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95L_7r-1N6o[/video]

Bring Me To Life
Lyrics by: Evanescence

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run
before I come undone
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(chorus)

Bring me to life
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(chorus)

Bring me to life
bring me to life


​

 

[Wolf]

Wearing the Emperors New Clothes
by: Lowanla (me)

We had our fun but now its done
it was just another one of your games so why complain?
You set me up to fail never believed in me at all
I'm wearing the emperors new clothes
that you talked me into,
and the invisible ring I can't see looks so dashing

Close my eyes and it feels like we are in love
Open my eyes I feel you but I'm alone
Close my eyes and realize the truth of your lies
Open my eyes I don't believe you anymore

Of course it hurts, my heart is broken
you laughed and my innocence was stolen
You hate to love me because you can't
handle stability nor peace
It wasn't for love it was just for..

You hate me (close my eyes) you love me,
(open my eyes) you hate me...
my eyes are still open and I am hated

Close my eyes and it feels like we are in love
Open my eyes I feel you but I'm alone
Close my eyes and realize the truth of your lies
Open my eyes I don't believe you anymore

Close my eyes I feel you but and I'm still alone,
and I can I see you looking at her
That's why you don't want to be with me
Just move on and let go, I'll be fine, I land on my feet
every time.

Leave me alone,
I'm wearing the Emperors new clothes
Truth will always be the wall between us
and it will always remind me..
you don't really love me, and that I'm alone..
​

 

[Wolf]

This is how I feel, like this song, well most of it anyway..

[video]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RrA-R5VHQs[/video]

Call Me When You're Sober
Lyrics by: Amy Lee of Evanescence

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.

How could I
have burned paradise?
How could I?

you were never mine...

So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.

I've made up your mind...​

 

[Wolf]

Want
By: Lowanla (me)

I must be the dumbest girl in the world,
but your love has made me that way,
your embrace makes me forget
why I was mad in the first place.

I remember why only when you let go,
and then the blood returns to my brain
and I realize the pain.

Why must I be hypnotized like
a dumb sheep led to the slaughter?

O help me Father...

For I am in love again,
Is it real or a test to make me bend?
How I long, dream,
desire, want..
for such a friend,

O to my end
how I wish it were swift
or sometimes that I never existed

It hurts, my heart
O happy I sleep
is my mind now lost?

how I want and need,
happy pills numb the pain,
but they don't block the dream,
nor do they make love fade

for it is my reality,
love is my ending begin,
all I want is my sin
and I don't think I can win
I just want my love..
I just want him.


​

 

[PopClick]

Hope you have the best Christmas ever, Wolf! Hugs, and God bless you!

 

[Wolf]

Hope you have the best Christmas ever, Wolf! Hugs, and God bless you!

I will thankyou my friend! Merry Christmas to you too, I hope you have a great Christmas too! *hugs*

 

[PopClick]

That picture is TOO funny! I love it!