Lovesong Poetry

[Wolf]

Sigh, so sad my fave show is over, but I'm glad I got to watch the last episode.
I found this online,
Walter who use to be atheist asked for a sign from God for forgiveness for everything
he had done and was responsible for his terrible past. This was his sign.

I think I relate to Walter mostly in this respect and probably because he is silly in all the
seriousness of it all.... yes exactly the same.

 

[Wolf]

An early Valentines song, couldn't resist, I think I have one more but still working on it.

"Anamnesis"
by: Lowanla (me)

The past supersedes the present
and brings all life to an alarming halt
killing tomorrow with a vengance
hope is burned away by the fragments
desolving to salt looking back at her
striving to recall all things tormenting.

"what could I say, I have nothing to say
to you. I feel love, I feel death, I feel fear
flooding my body, I don't want to be here."

Yes I would give tomorrow away for love.
I would give you anything you ask or want.
I Don't want to be the person I feel like inside.
She is fills me with fear and death of yesterday.
I am today following the night stars of hope today.

Even though I want what I want, it doesn't matter.

I'd rather have you here than naught at all.
I'd rather have your dreams than mine.
take my life, abolish my soul, how much I love you.
I don't wish to condemn you, I don't blame you.

I love you, I want you to be happy.
​

 

[Wolf]

Today is the crossroad of constant
change, and choice.
The gift of promise is tomorrow,
and in tomorrow there is always hope
to look forward too, because
it is not the past nor the present.
It is always worth living for.
Then we realize that tomorrow will
be better if we choose to make
it better. It's up to us to make
tomorrow happen.

- by Lowanla (me)
​

 

[Wolf]

My guy,

I'm sorry for my moment of weakness.
I tend to fail a lot when it comes to faith.
I know you are trying to believe,
it doesn't help when you think I'm someone
so strong and you depend on me for support and
then I let you down.
I'm sorry.

I want you to know, you'll always have hope.
Never give up on yourself. Even when I fail
you. It's your faith that's gonna save you.
It's your faith alone (not mine) that is going
to get you through this, It brought you this far!
You are not forsaken, and you not forgotten.

I thought I had lost hope so I prayed,
and I was reminded that you know whats right
and you know whats wrong and you become
convicted in your heart, because you love God.
That is the person you are, you love God.

I may not be with you now, but Jesus is, call upon him.
I'm grateful I got enough strength to tell you this.

I love you.
​

 

[Wolf]

Yazoo - Only You

All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
All I ever knew - Only You
​

[video]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0lyQAPEMzaM[/video]

 

[Wolf]

I couldn't resist this made me laugh...
I love the new CC website look btw Kudos!

 

[Wolf]

I couldn't resist this made me laugh... I love the new CC website look btw Kudos!

 

[Wolf]

I posted that picture twice because It wasn't showing up its kind of annoying because I can't erase it because of the five minute rule...blah
oh well sorry for the double pic post. Xp

 

[Wolf]

And Lo I am with You - Even to the End of the world
by: Me (Lowanla)

No...
I don't receive the death of what you or the world
has set out in predictions before me.

I don't have to..

I have faith in what God has planned for me.

I have faith that I have a future and a hope,
and all life to enjoy and new dreams.
I'm gonna do greater things.
That's what he said of me.

One day there will be a wedding
and I will wear a dress. He keeps showing me.
I have a future I can keep dreaming.

I believe in free will so I will let you know
I didn't see you in it this vision...that's up to you.

I love you...but I won't make you do anything.

and no one can stop what God has planned for me
not even death...

cause I believe, that God loves me even more than you,
and won't let me go.

cause he is a greater love
and yes no matter what they do
no one can take me from his hand.

God Loves Me.​

 

[Wolf]

A Repentant Heart
by: Lowanla (me)

I have taken life for granted,
people who loved me, my family and friends.
The world around around me.

I have taken advantage of the importance of me.
Of everything good God has set before me. I never realized
how important it was until I nearly lost everything...

I don't want to die, I want to live.
I don't want to lose my relationship with God, I love my God.
Because every time I fell God raised me back up
by his eternal love and grace.

If I lose my career and future that I wanted
and I have nothing at all to give.
Then I'd rather live for Christ alone.

I deserve to be loved no matter what anyone says,
I am just as important as other girls who cut
in line in front of me and I let them because
I don't think I'll ever be good enough.

I know this path is not the easiest in fact it is tough
to follow through, but I pray I do.

I want my future, I want my Heaven, I want my family,
I want my God.

That is my hearts choice,
that Is what I want to pursue...
that is what I am willing to die for.

Even though I fail my God,
I don't want to fail, I want to keep following this way,
because God cares about my life

he see's something I don't see in me
something good a future and a hope and a dream.

I don't want Hell
I want Heaven

I want Love
I want real love

not the the temporary love

I want the everlasting love that never ends,

Heavens love

its real
and that is what I truly want to pursue.

I want love..
real love.
I can't get that from Hell...
I Don't want Hell.
I refuse.

I want Jesus because he cares about my life
and my future.​

 

[Wolf]

[video=youtube_share;zI5i1qSg1mE]http://youtu.be/zI5i1qSg1mE[/video]

I Turn To You
Song by: Selah

When I'm faraway from home
and the cold wind starts to blow
when I'm empty and alone
I turn to you

When there's hardness in my heart
and I can't see the truth...
and I'm wandering in the dark
I turn to you

(chorus)
and here in your Holy Presence
it's all that I can do

I turn to you - Jesus
I turn to you - Lord
What else can I do? - Jesus
I turn to you

For the Faith to move ahead
and to let go of the past...

and to see me as you do
I turn to you

(chorus)

You alone are worthy
the one and only God
the ruler of the nations
the father of my heart

(chorus)

Help me turn to you
Help me turn to you...
Yeah..

I turn to you​

 

[Wolf]

More Than A Dream
by: Lowanla (me)

Pulling me into you again
disturbing my night
so you won't lose.
where do I begin...

I don't want to repeat your same old stories.
Where the echos reflect past bleeding trophy glories.
Your walls are cluttered with every stinging fear.
Must I pay the price for all the countless years
suffering all your pain, watching as you bled all your tears?

don't want temporary insanity
I want love lasting eternity
It might be a dream but I have faith,
and I have enough love to last longer
that you think.
It's because I believe
love is more than a dream.

Why do you want to make a monster out of me?
To watch love so temporary and short lived,
to prove how you pretended that you cared to save it.
Love is a lie to you that's why you're so afraid.
Dying for someone to tell you that you are worth the pain.

you are worth the pain...

I don't want temporary insanity
I want love lasting eternity
It might be a dream but I have faith,
and I have enough love to last longer
that you think.
It's because I believe
love is more than a dream.​

 

[Wolf]

"I don't want temporary insanity
I want love lasting eternity
It might be a dream but I have faith,
and I have enough love to last longer
than* you think.
It's because I believe
love is more than a dream."
​

Grammar errors in the Chorus.
Now I realize I made a grammar error when I wrote this last night...
I don't know why I don't realize these things till it is too late... :'(

Oh well... That = Than

sorry O__________________________O
for all you who have to read and suffer all my grammar errors.​

 

[Wolf]

Starting Valentines early I suppose when the mood hits me I write...It seems like
Valentines has been every day of the year for me hasn't it?

Love Is...
by: Lowanla (me)

Love is alive.
It is a living, breathing,
flowing, and knowing entity.
It cannot be summed up by fleshly desires.
It is beyond all reason, and more than a kindling fire.

Love is knowing
when to rest, and when to keep going.
It is fully aware of consequences.
When to honor and respect what it holds dear.

Love is a promise.
It is incapable of lying.
It cannot fail. We fail. Love does not fail.
Full of mercy, full of life, love
is filled with conviction till fulfilled.

Love is belief.
Beyond knowledge, feeling, sight, nightmare, and dreams.
It is full of so much childlike trust, and believes everything.
It is not as dead as an idol for it carries no worldly forms, it has its own.
There is no death, and no end to love.
Only life comes from it.

Love is living.
It is knowing why we live for a reason, and a purpose.
Seeing only that reason. Love keeps us going, it
keeps us strong. It holds us, so we aren't alone all along.
It is not selfish because it is not afraid.
It gives us strength and keeps us brave.
Love gives up itself for love, so love will live.

Love is Faith.
Believing in what you cannot see.
Trusting with a dying heart of flesh.
to my very end.
When the world comes down on me,
and death seeks to stop the heartbeat.

Love is more powerful than death.
For death is limited to its own resources of hate.

But love...
there is so much life, and joy to celebrate.
It all begins with the touch of love.

so even though in my flesh I am discouraged, and disheartened.
My love for you has never died in me.

For love lives not in my flesh,
but in my spirit,
and my spirit is forever.

Therefore the love I have for you will never
die in me.

So yes...I do believe you,
when you say you love me.​

 

[PopClick]

Now I realize I made a grammar error when I wrote this last night...
I don't know why I don't realize these things till it is too late... :'(

Oh well... That = Than

sorry O__________________________O
for all you who have to read and suffer all my grammar errors.​

Hey, it's ok! Nobody's a grammar nazi in this thread.

 

[Wolf]

Hey, it's ok! Nobody's a grammar nazi in this thread.

lol thanks for your kindness Xp

 

[PopClick]

Bring it on
this thing called life
the have, the want
unity and strife
I'll take a mix
of good and bad
some of each
happy and sad
the joy and pain
the love, the fear
can't separate
smiles from tears
there is no way
to just have bliss
to live, to love
is to hurt like this.​

 

[PopClick]

Forgot to give that one a title, lol... suggestions?

 

[Wolf]

I wrote this song last year around this time, but this time I'll share with you the melody.

[video=youtube_share;roB8YvzlEW0]http://youtu.be/roB8YvzlEW0[/video]

Floating
- by Lowanla (me)


Just floating in the-
-atmosphere
lost touch with everything
-that's real
drift above your grasp-
-from me
only because you make me-
-happy to be loved




Just floating in the-
-atmosphere
lost touch with everything
-that's real
drift above your grasp-
-from me
only because you make me-
-happy to be loved


​

 

[PopClick]

Love that one! Nice job.