Bekah, you have a daughter, you have Him, don't forget that, and, He is first in your life.
Tom needs help, only God can give it. You just can't hit people, medicine or no medicine, that guy needs to find God, there is a spirit in Tom thathat is willing, it sounds, and, IF he is putting God first, when he gets help, and, Lord leads that way, he will come back. But, I pray saying this, Beck, let him go with thorough caring of his needing help in your voice, help for more than just medicine side effefts...
You still working nights at the grocery store? A lot of guys admire girls that are working , it don't matter wherevor when or what eithwr, guys like WORKING GIRLS, especially if they see their resolve and faith to work for His plan seeing

but unless you have STRONG gur from inside , from His Spirit in you, milady, MEET a guy at church, tell him that you are working hard, helping raise a daughter and her child , if guy probes, and, never leave out, 'God provides, I seek Him every morning, noon, night.' Be staunch,vand, be real, beck, be ONLY atfter Him.
I pray Tom.gets help, he does have a sense of understanding of right and wrong but, medicine or no medicine, what he did to you needs help and porn interneetting shows --outside of Tramadol temper triggering--Tom needs help, and, from porn is something yoy can pray heavily he can quit doing. He MUST .
The Lord leads. Pray, fast, follow Him. God bless you, girl, for seeking help here, you are a child of the King's.
Praying.
