Lovesong Poetry

[Wolf]

Beware
lyrics by: Deftones​

You should know (by now) really
That this could end, really
You should know I could never make it work
Wake up
Let's pretend, really
Really
Babe

Do you like the way the water tastes
Like gunfire
And you knew but you could never say
Then come forth 'cause it's coming round
Round the water​

Beware the water​

You should know
Babe
At least pretend you did know why
It's not like you watch so go on take a drink
Really
Babe

Do you like the way the water tastes
Like gunfire
You knew but it was never safe
Take one more 'cause it's coming round
Round the water​

Beware the water
Beware the water​

Teeth are dry
From wind blows
If you come drinking
There you go

Beware the water
Beware the water

Beware the water​

Do you like the way the water tastes
Do you like the way the water tastes?​

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[Wolf]

Blue Flowers
by: Lowanla (me)

The gifts that you give are,
the most beautiful flowers.
they are the ones I get to look at
from behind the glass,
even though I can't touch them,
I love them..

I don't think I deserve them,
but I like looking at them,
then listening to the wind
whisper through the petals
a soft song.

I love anything nice you do for me..​

 

[Wolf]

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Only You
Lyrics by: Yazoo

Looking from a window above
It's like a story of love,
can you hear me?
Came back only yesterday
I'm moving farther away,
want you near me
All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew,
only you
Sometimes when I think of her name
When it's only a game and I need you
Listen to the words that you say
It's getting harder to stay when I see you
All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew,
only you
All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew,
only you
This is going to take a long time
And I wonder what's mine,
can't take no more
Wonder if you'll understand
It's just the touch of your hand behind a closed door
All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew,
only you​

 

[Wolf]

To my Dream:

I know I may have nullified all
the things I've said to you now,
but there is something I want to say:
I can't live with the thought
of ever hurting you, I really can't.
I can't handle life, that way.
Even if I were justified in what I said.
So that is why I self destruct, simply
because I can't handle your situation.
I really did not want to lose you,
so I manipulated you with my life...
because I love you so much
I can't live without you.

I'm sorry I didn't hold on to you longer..​

 

[Wolf]

No one will ever be as sorry as I will ever be.
With all my words and acts of cruelty.
As warped as I may sound, from all the things
you have done against me. It has never
stopped me from loving you...

I love you.

I wish there was an easier way to say,
I am sorry.

I wish there were a way I could rebuilt what I
have torn down from you. I can't stop myself from
crying, for what I've done and said to you.

I just wanted to say that, because you deserve
an apology from me. It doesn't matter what
you've done. that was the one time I didn't act
like love. I will forever hate myself for it.

I am sorry..​

 

[Wolf]

When I say I love you,
It doesn't mean you are mine.
It doesn't mean you belong to me.
It doesn't mean I own you.

It means...I love you.
I let you go, the first day I was told to,
that was two years ago.

It was you, who kept coming back to me
for love. I never held onto you.
You held onto me.

I did fall in love with you though, deeply.

regardless of what I said in my cruelty.
In some warped way I figured you wanted
me to leave you that way, even though I didn't.
I struggled so hard to hold on with my heart.
I still meant every word of I love you.
I still do, nothing has changed.
I know I'm not the ideal person you want,
and that's okay.

I love you, through it all.

You

are still important to me,
are still special to me,
are still dear to me,
are still precious to me,
are still something to me,
are still someone to me,

You are worth my life...
I don't care about my life..

That is how much I Love You!
you are important to me..

I love you, even if you choose what you do,
even if you don't choose me,
no matter what you do to me,
I love you,
I just love you,
I can't stop saying it..

I love you..

I love you.​

 

[Wolf]

Love's Sacrifice
by: Lowanla (me)

Does anybody care that he is going to die?
It crushes my heart every second of the night...
as I fall on my face in my disgrace crying
please don't go away.
You don't have to be with me.
Just don't go away.
live, I'll do anything.

I'll pay the devils price, be a sacrifice of love,
so you can live the way you want. If you need me to.
I kills me to think of it happening to you.
I can't bare to think of what life would be like without you.
I will do whatever you want me to.
That's how much I love you.

Whats this life worth
if it was never spent on someone
else besides myself.
Its worth nothing to me,
unless I feel something..
with you I'm forced to feel everything..
I feel loved..

as I fall on my face in my disgrace crying
please don't go away.
You don't have to be with me.
Just don't go away.
don't go away..​

 

[Wolf]

Well..
I'm going to try to avoid talking on this thing,
its going to be tough, but its making me
heartsick, and just physically sick in general.
I need to get back to normal life..

so whoever prays,
pray me away that I don't return,
you would be the best and most responsible
friends in the world if you did,
its for my own good..

thanks,

Lowanla​

 

[PopClick]

Awww... drop me a PM if you want to, ok? If there's ever anything you want/need to talk about. Hugs! ♥

 

[PopClick]

Loveable Facade​

You really think you love me
you like what you can see
it is a nice illusion
but that isn't all of me

We all run so much deeper
than what humans ever know
they only see the little part
that we put on for show

But God can see the darkest parts
He knows us inside-out
the evil that's within our hearts
our every faithless doubt

And yet, somehow, He loves us still
extends to us His grace
His love means so much more than those
who "love" you to your face

This human love that's always blind
to motives, thoughts, and fears
never means as much as His
who dries our inward tears.
​

 

[Wolf]

Awww... drop me a PM if you want to, ok? If there's ever anything you want/need to talk about. Hugs! ♥

Of course, I'm trying to cut my internet addiction by half hahaha.. DX *keels over* and I will share with you I promise. *hugs*

 

[Wolf]

I don't want to leave this without saying something about God, then I am done.

It's God's Mercy
by: Lowanla (me)

Thank you for not letting me
have what I want,
for saying no when I cry or pout.
Thank you for holding on to this
good for nothing me.
Thank you for being there
waiting for me while I was
running away from you in my bouts of stupidity.
I don't want this life anymore
where no one was chasing me, when I was chasing,
you still ran after me, and kept me.
Sorry for my hardened heart against you,
I can see now,
only you were truly faithful to me.
You never let me go,
even when I told you to,
you held on, so I repent
I want to turn around and go home.
For only you could say I was a "princess"
and treat me like I was worth something,
even when everyone thinks I am worth nothing...

you still call me princess,
you still call me redeemed
O father, O God, I am sorry,
I don't want what I was chasing anymore,
I just want to be free, with you
I know I will be happy,
Forgive me..
Thank you for protecting me,
from evils that would have killed me,
for saving me from my stupidity,

As I bow my knee,
my head down, a servant

this worthless nothing...
take all of me.

-The End-​

 

[Wolf]

Sorry PopClick, I don't want to run past your poem I loved it, so I hope you don't mind I reposted it again, so people will get to see it.

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Loveable Facade

Poem by: PopClick

"You really think you love me
you like what you can see
it is a nice illusion
but that isn't all of me

We all run so much deeper
than what humans ever know
they only see the little part
that we put on for show

But God can see the darkest parts
He knows us inside-out
the evil that's within our hearts
our every faithless doubt

And yet, somehow, He loves us still
extends to us His grace
His love means so much more than those
who "love" you to your face

This human love that's always blind
to motives, thoughts, and fears
never means as much as His
who dries our inward tears."​

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

Out at the train tracks
I dream of escape
But a song comes onto my iPod
And I realize it's getting late

And I can't take the staring
And the sympathy
And I don't like the questions "How do you feel?"
"How's it going in school?"
And "Do you wanna talk about it?"

Way out
Way out of here
Fade out
Fade out, vanish

And I'm trying to forget you
And I know that I will
In a thousand years, or maybe a week
Burn all your pictures, and cut out your face

The shutters are down and the curtains are closed
And I've covered my tracks
Disposed of the car
Trying to forget even your name and the way that you look
When you're sleeping
Dreaming of this

Way out
Way out of here
Fade out
Fade out, vanish

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

 

[Wolf]

A Place, Called "There"
By: Lowanla (me)

Of course,
I still believe in love.
That is why I'm going in the direction of Heaven,
a real kingdom where Love never fails,
never dies, and is forever.

I want to be consumed in it.
That is how much I believe in it.

Thanks to the wrong circumstances,
I've experienced Love first hand,
and it made me see how beautiful,
and wonderful love really was,
and how much I wanted it.
I will always be in love..
It's a choice, and I never want to let love go.
​

 

[Wolf]

I'll Never Out Of The Woods..
by: Lowanla (me)

What I hate about these poems and writings of mine,
is that I can't erase them, and make them disappear.

Not that I would want to erase all the nice things I've said to you..
Just the real ugly things I've said, that I can't ever take back nor hide.

At least you know I ain't perfect either. Although, I don't like being hateful...
I shouldn't have been that way. I don't know how to do this, I don't
know how to treat you, how to balance myself.

Anyway, I just wanted to say,
I may not/never be out of the woods, with you,
because of all the things I've said. You may hate me forever..
I understand, I'll take whatever you throw at me, as punishment,
because I deserve your hate.

I just want to say I am sorry, for hurting you, for lying, and betraying your trust,
when you poured your heart out to me, you trusted me, and I stomped on you,
and crushed you.

I do care about you, that you hurt.. I love you..​

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

As the cheerless towns pass my window
I can see a washed out moon through the fog
And then a voice inside my head breaks the analogue
And says

"Follow me down to the valley below
You know
Moonlight is bleeding from out of your soul"

I survived against the will of my twisted folk
But in the deafness of my world the silence broke
And said

"Follow me down to the valley below
You know Moonlight is bleeding from out of your soul"

"My David don't you worry
This cold world is not for you
So rest your head upon me
I have strength to carry you"

(Ghosts of the twenties rising Golden summers just holding you)

"Follow me down to the valley below
You know
Moonlight is bleeding from out of your soul
Come to us Lazarus
It's time for you to go"


<3 Hope you're feeling better LoveSong.
​

 

[Wolf]

<3 Hope you're feeling better LoveSong.​

I've recovered fully thank you.

 

[Wolf]

Astray
by - Lowanla (me)

I can't seem to walk away
when nightfall comes
I'm not afraid
don't want to close my eyes
consumed in my truth
feel dead dark burn inside

its killing me, this pain I feel inside
It's burning me, it's burning me alive
no escaping me, who I am meant to be
its burning me, it's burning me alive

Fall into my arms tonight
come waste your dreams with me
I'll take away your reality
Drown out all the pain and suffering
while you steal love from me
I'm slowly dying of all sanity

its killing me, this pain I feel inside
It's burning me, it's burning me alive
no escaping me, who I am meant to be
its burning me, it's burning me alive​