Lovesong Poetry

[Wolf]

Watch You Die
by: Lowanla (me)

Every night,
resting your head holding on to me
acting and laughing like everything fine
yet all the pain inside
reminds you
that you're powerless
each day you are afraid and dying
with the crooked smile
you were lying,
you are dying.

I push you away from me,
I don't want to watch you die...
it hurts too much thats why,
you never listen to me,
when I tell you how to be free,
and I tried, and I cried, I tried...
you are going to have to die.

you never listen to the warnings,
and now you know where you are going,
if only, if only, they cried in the fire,
"if only I had one more chance.."
and you know that this faith is more than a just glance,
but you don't want to die to yourself, and lose everything,
you are still holding onto me,
it hurts me deeply,
because I don't want to watch you die..
I'm gonna tell you everything..
until I feel you no more,
hopefully the power of word is stronger
to keep you alive..

I push you away from me,
I don't want to watch you die...
it hurts too much thats why,
you never listen to me,
when I tell you how to be free,
Revelation 1:18
...I love you, always.​

 

[Wolf]

1O sing to the LORD a new song: sing to the LORD, all the earth.-Psalm 96:1

what you hold onto so tightly;
the world,
the loving eyes;
would you let it go,
would you be willing to die?

I will not lie,
this is not the popular path,
few men fear to tread,

yet this is the path to love
real love, real life,
Happiness, and freedom

this is the way,
you will no longer fall,
but you will be on solid ground,
changed forever

this is the way
will you marry
Christ
and give him your cup of wrath
and drink from his cup
the cup of salvation

will you die?
come alive,
for this love will never die
come alive..

there is still hope,
because you are looking for it,
and if you are looking for it,
you are being drawn to hope,
so there is hope
while you are still here,
if you really want it,
you will have to die to you,
to come to life,
lose your life for his sake,
and come alive
​

 

[Wolf]

Praise and worship chases away the darkness, bringing in peace,
freedom, healing, whatever you need,
so when you sing praise and worship, you are actually ushering
in the presence of God into the room..

[video=youtube_share;30K1ynJgSMc]http://youtu.be/30K1ynJgSMc[/video]​

 

[Wolf]

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I knew what I was getting into
lyrics by: Misty Edwards

I knew what I was getting into when I called you,
I knew what I was getting into when I said your name..
but I said it just the same
I knew what I was getting into and I still want you,
I knew what I was getting into..

I knew what I was getting into and I still chose you.
I knew what I was getting into and I still want you.
I knew what I was getting into and I still said your name
I said it just the same..
I knew what I was getting into

I am not shocked by your weakness,
I am not shocked, even by your sin,
I am not shocked by your brokenness

I knew what I was getting into and I still want you
I knew what I was getting into and I still like you
I knew what I was getting into and I still chose you
cause only I can see the end from the beginning
and only I can see where this is going
and only I can see the end from the beginning

and I see in you the seeds of love,
and I see in you strength
when all you see is your failure..
and all you feel is shame..
I can see deeper than that
I know you better than that

I knew what I was getting into when I called you,
I knew what I was getting into when I said your name..
I said it just the same
I knew what I was getting into and I still want you,
I knew what I was getting into..
I knew what I was getting and I still like you..

You're only at the beginning
You've only just begun, and I know where you are going,
and all you can see is the moment is that you are hurting
and all you can see is the moment is that you are aching

just don't give up,
and don't give in,
if you don't quit, you win
you win

everything is in my hands
its gonna be alright

its gonna be okay

and you don't have to pretend you are someone you are not
cause I know you better than that, even better, even better than that
Listen my beloved

I knew what I was getting into when I called you
I knew what I was getting into when I said your name I said it just the same
I knew what i was getting into and I still like you
I knew what I was getting into and I still chose you..

​

 

[Wolf]

This band has my heart
I play their music, and I am uplifted...

​

Save My Life
Lyrics by: Big Daddy Weave


Deep inside, down in the darkest part of my heart
Where what I'm ashamed of tries to hide
And tells me that things are fine just the way they are

I'm so afraid of anyone finding out about these chains
I'm starting to believe there's no way
The pieces of me I hate are ever gonna change

Oh how I need You
See, here's my broken heart
I lift it up, it's empty of the foolish pride
I no longer try to hide
Please hear my desperate plea, come and rescue me
Cause I realize tonight
I need You to save my life

All my life I've been running from the light of Your truth
Holding back a part of me I should've given You
Because I never knew there was freedom just outside
So I can't stand living with these lies

I don't want there to ever be one more day
When I can't see just how desperately
I'm in need of You

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[Wolf]

dying in love with you
by: Lowanla (me)

every time you come around,
the aching begins as of right now,
my heart shattered, and drowned,
can't pick my head up off my desk,
as if to wait like a love starved hound,
for happiness to come through the door,
crying, longing, wanting more,
lonesome for you, forevermore
so confused, feeling used,
wanting to see you, longing for you,
don't know what you are getting at,
are you happy? I am dying of love.
needing you, this hurts too much,
i don't know if I can keep believing you,
you hurt me so much...
I'm so afraid to say I love you,
after I feel your kindness, but your
hateful glare tells me some other story,
are you happy? I dying in love with you.
lonely for you, wanting you, loving you.

 

[Wolf]

My slain heart
By: Lowanla (me)

The hardest thing in the world,
is to know you are suffering;
it is not okay to me.
I would do, say, be, try, anything for your ease,
because, I love you. You, are worth a whole lot to me.

when you hold onto me;
instantly my fragile heart begins crumbling.
I don't know what I'd do if you
weren't around.
because you are walking,
breathing, dreaming,
just knowing that you
are in this world makes me happy.

Everything you do, makes me ecstatic.
You really don't have to do a thing,
just stand there, I love you for nothing.
Yet, I feel..
for you...
I can create, do,
master, stand anything.
And I would do it all for free!
I do! I do! I love you freely.
This is how happily destroyed in love I am for you.
This is how much you mean to me..
and when you sing, My heart starts beating.
My words of love for you,
unending...
look!
You've slain me once again!

I would do whatever it took,
to make you happy.
When you love me, I become worried,
I feel like I don't deserved to be loved,
by the best person of my life.
I don't like games
I just like being with you.

I love you
You are that important to me...​

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

Arriving Somewhere But Not Here

Never stop the car on a drive in the dark
Never look for the truth in your mother's eyes
Never trust the sound of rain upon a river rushing through your ears

Arriving somewhere but not here

Did you imagine the final sound as a gun?
Or the smashing windscreen of a car?
Did you ever imagine the last thing you'd hear as you're fading out was a song?

Arriving somewhere but not here

All my designs simplified
And all of my plans compromised
All of my dreams sacrificed

Ever had the feeling you've been here before?
Drinking down the poison the way you were taught
Ever thought from here on in your life begins and all you knew was wrong?

Arriving somewhere but not here

All my designs simplified
And all of my plans compromised
And all of my dreams

Did you see the red mist block your path?
Did the scissors cut a way to your heart?
Did you feel the envy for the sons of mothers tearing you apart?

Arriving somewhere but not here
​

 

[Wolf]

Arriving Somewhere But Not Here

Never stop the car on a drive in the dark
Never look for the truth in your mother's eyes
Never trust the sound of rain upon a river rushing through your ears

Arriving somewhere but not here

Did you imagine the final sound as a gun?
Or the smashing windscreen of a car?
Did you ever imagine the last thing you'd hear as you're fading out was a song?

Arriving somewhere but not here

All my designs simplified
And all of my plans compromised
All of my dreams sacrificed

Ever had the feeling you've been here before?
Drinking down the poison the way you were taught
Ever thought from here on in your life begins and all you knew was wrong?

Arriving somewhere but not here

All my designs simplified
And all of my plans compromised
And all of my dreams

Did you see the red mist block your path?
Did the scissors cut a way to your heart?
Did you feel the envy for the sons of mothers tearing you apart?

Arriving somewhere but not here
​

porcupine tree always has some awesome deep story lines to them, although they are pretty heartbreaking, that's art.

I just have to say, as long as you believe you'll find your way, just don't give up. You'll get 'there'.

 

[Wolf]

porcupine tree always has some awesome deep story lines to them, although they are pretty heartbreaking, that's art.

I just have to say, as long as you believe you'll find your way, just don't give up. You'll get 'there'.

okay, I think I may have misinterpreted the original meaning of the song oh well I think I get the gist of it.

 

[Wolf]

There comes a time to live,
there comes a time to die,
Who said it was fine to take a life?
who is psychotic enough to approve these things.
and what of the red fog rising from the blood in the ground.
Every voice is crying out for vengeance.
How the weeping killer cries for life, oh insufferable, Irony.
So the devil cries for not damning Christ,
who overcame the grave.
why weep in bitterness for failure of wickedness,
Why must injustice bet left to continue?
How precious is life, how beautiful,
how wonderful the beauty of love
Peace and foundation are right
For the brightest light of the word of God outshines the dark and I
stumble not like those in the darkest night,
and I shall follow the truth for the rest of my life​

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

okay, I think I may have misinterpreted the original meaning of the song oh well I think I get the gist of it.

I get lost in interpretation too a lot. What did you think it meant?

 

[Wolf]

I get lost in interpretation too a lot. What did you think it meant?

according to some other interpretations they claim these songs are made for films, which depict similar scenes.
this one was based on a drunk driver, her poison was drinking alcohol (a bad addiction to pick up) any selfish addiction that destroys life is a bad habit obviously. she was a mother of the story teller,
who hits and murders another mother, in a car accident. He claims his mother ruined his life because of her drinking habit.

 

[Wolf]

according to some other interpretations they claim these songs are made for films, which depict similar scenes.this one was based on a drunk driver, her poison was drinking alcohol (a bad addiction to pick up) any selfish addiction that destroys life is a bad habit obviously. she was a mother of the story teller,who hits and murders another mother, in a car accident. He claims his mother ruined his life because of her drinking habit.

Continued-The mother who was killed never made it to the hospital, his mom did.i think this song is based on the injustice of the world.Of how evil is allowed to continue, while the truly innocent suffer.

 

[PopClick]

That's really common on the P150EM with the 7970m because of the Enduro. The drivers are fickle, and so sometimes... you end up with mashed potatoes.

Don't I get a refund?

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

Don't I get a refund?

You're past the 30 window.

Continued-The mother who was killed never made it to the hospital, his mom did.i think this song is based on the injustice of the world.Of how evil is allowed to continue, while the truly innocent suffer.

How do you feel about that?

 

[Wolf]

How do you feel about that?

honestly, I feel pretty helpless, afraid, and angry, when things happen that go unjustified.
When they happen to me, I feel pretty worthless, less than human,
I feel like no one would ever see me as worth living,
I feel like no one would ever love me nor accept me now,
I feel dead, and that is not a good way to feel...I know it is wrong.

I believe that continual suffering is caused to the soul when this kind of damage is done.
You become less than the human so full of worth and life that you use to be.
When you cause pain it does something to you, it hurts you inside, it destroyed who you are.
This world is becoming colder and more accepting of this evil, they make it look like it is okay.

It is not okay, it is not right, it will never be right, it will always be wrong, because it is sin.

Sin causes pain, hurt, and suffering, it never brings about real love.

Sin causes us to be in bondage and to never have peace.

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

honestly, I feel pretty helpless, afraid, and angry, when things happen that go unjustified.

You think things go unjustified? What is justification? (P.S. Don't worry, I read your post in full; just wanted to address this specifically).

And hey - you are NOT worthless! And you are loved.

 

[Wolf]

You think things go unjustified? What is justification? (P.S. Don't worry, I read your post in full; just wanted to address this specifically).

And hey - you are NOT worthless! And you are loved.

I guess, I should have said things go without justice, that's a better word for it. I guess i should watch my
word usage lol..

Justification means advocating, or defending, why something is right. I should have looked that word up better. Oh well.
lol.... *hand behind head* ^______^;

well, thank you, that is very nice of you to say, I appreciate it. *hugs* the reason I put worth on my signature is to remind myself not to do anything stupid, that would lower my self worth, to someone who obviously doesn't care how bad they make me feel. Telling myself I am worth something, gives me strength to move on, and move forward.

 

[Wolf]

inspired to write more poems..blah, too busy crying..

You and I
by: Lowanla (me)

You and I
are worth more than
our insecurities,
hidden behind secret lies.
Life is more than a dream,
and it is not located behind a screen.
You and I
deserve better
than what we are giving.
Which is practically nothing.
For only in truth can we find love.
Can we be happy?
if you really, truly love me,
then stop pretending,
be with me,
do not hide me,
do not be ashamed of me,
and I won't be ashamed of you,
if you will die for me,
I will also die for you,
if you really love me,
then let the sunshine upon us,
and let the hidden be removed.
stepping past the line,
let this love brightly shine,
with even a small word of, hi,
if you really love me,
and it is just because you do,
not because you want me to change for you,
but for no reason, just because,
we do..
just be with me for me,
and I will be with you for you.
I don't know what to do,
make me feel worth something,
if you really love me, like you say,
then we should take this all the way,

for we are in a lie..
it is time to cross the line,
to die to our fears,
maybe sacrifice our years,

or let me go
torment this broken heart for you
no more...
and move onto
someone acceptable and perfectly worthy of you.

for I'd rather live alone in the truth,
than to be half alive, half in love,
half anything.​