Recent content by caitiecaitie

im finally over it. I am through. I'm mid 40s, woman, and since 12 I carried the shame. Even before then. I knew it was wrong. I coudnt help it. I thought I knew better. I KNEW I knew better. Arrogant and un yeilding. Proud and stubborn. I wanted to be what I thought was me. Whatever it was, I...