Recent content by ManiaStar

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    Losing Hope - Frustrated/Confused

    I have been going thru a spiritual test for the last 7 months. I know God is allowing it but it’s just so hard. I’m very confused by it and God is being silent. I mean he gives me peace quite often to encourage me and it does help but everything else going on is just confusing. I had spoken to a...
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    Highly Urgent Prayer Request for my cousin

    My 1 cousin is Very very sick. I can’t remember the disease she has but it’s been touch and go for about a year now. She initially lost all feeling in her legs and just yesterday was admitted back into the hospital. As of tonight, she’s already had 2 surgeries and she may need another one. But...
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    Asking prayer for my spiritual health

    God has been weaning me off 'feelings' for the past month and a half and it's been an extremely difficult process for me where so often, especially right now, I feel like giving up and letting go of God. I understand he wants to take me to a new level in faith but, am really struggling here w/...
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    Please pray for my spiritual life

    I’ve been through a very long/hard journey so far and for 18 years, God has fed me thru my feelings only. Now, God has graduated me and I don’t feel anything. I’m struggling with keeping up my motivation and faith bc I’ve never gone thru this before and haven’t felt like this in 18 years. My...
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    Demonic Oppression?

    Well, I’m highly disciplining myself. I’m helping my mom out in the kitchen and a few other things but I know if I chose to ‘let go’, I would fall away from God. No tv, nothing really. Spending time in prayer, listening to worship music, my parents are praying for me often as well as other...
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    Demonic Oppression?

    Last month, I went thru what I initially thought was a test from God but it was so negative and I knew if I let go, I would fall. I waited a week and went thru these different tests everyday. I finally called a friend and she told me it was demonic oppression. She gave me verses to say and from...
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    Satan is pressing in on me

    I’ve been struggling with faithfulness this past week. And Satan has Really been pressing in on me telling me to run away from God, etc. It has been a very hard struggle and there is a battle for my soul and I’m fighting to stay. Earlier tonight, I woke up and as soon as I did, I heard Satan...
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    Asking prayer for peace and faithfulness

    Thank you. I appreciate it.
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    Asking prayer for peace and faithfulness

    I’ve been thru a lot. Over the last 18 yrs I felt like giving up a lot but I kept pushing forward. Why does God make it so hard to hold onto him and stay faithful? I’ve tried so hard. From December til last week, I had a hard time praying but continuously asked for Jesus’ help and for the Holy...
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    Asking prayer for peace and faithfulness

    I’ve been going thru a lot lately and I feel like Satan has really been pressing into me hard. I had gone thru another breakdown with thoughts about my ex btwn Jan 28-feb 9. This time it hit so hard that it affected me more then it has in a very long time. But yesterday, it ‘broke’, but when...
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    Just a prayer request

    I did. God had given me peace and everything went smoothly. We started talking again. God really worked in me last week and I learned a lot. I have no more anger towards what happened. I have been praying for him more though. But tourist is right. I do have low self esteem Sometimes and I’m...
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    Just a prayer request

    I get it but also I need to make things right. Wouldn’t u want to make things right with a friend of yours?
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    Just a prayer request

    I don’t know what to title this request. A week ago on Saturday, something happened with a friend that affected me negatively. On Monday, I emailed the guy back and forth but within that Sun-Wed, God revealed a few things to me and showed me he didn’t do anything wrong. From this past...
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    I need prayer

    Found out something tonight from a friend. I shouldn’t be feeling the way I am but I can’t help it. He spoke about it a lot tonight and I felt all the negativity and felt like pulling away from him.. However, God filled me with peace for 6 hrs tonight but I still need prayer. I don’t know...
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    Do I just have bad luck w/ guys?

    i honestly don't want to use anyone. I don't want to hurt anyone. I know what that feels like. Even my ex has told me he never wanted to hurt me and even though I had told him numerous times that he had hurt me, it didn't seem to register in his mind. I know what it feels like to hurt and be...