Recent content by MMarie

Actually, yes. It's a good question. I'm glad you quoted my original post because I'd forgotten the context in which I framed the multitude of issues. He goes after me about everything but now he's got a new thing to chew on. As a matter of fact he just got done yelling at me for having a...

Thanks for that. It's funny, I've been praying to have God/Jesus change me (mind, heart, and actions). I am a new christian and I have no skills in being anything other than a co-dependent mess. I have actually had a miracle happen too. I have a nervous system thing, in the spine, that make me...

I wanted to come back and apologize for my response to this post. You words here are exactly right. Your message is exactly right. I responded wrong because I was so busy being hurt and betrayed by him that I couldn't see my own stuff. I'm not saying I am seeing all my own garbage yet, but I...

Welcome. Social Anxiety really can be a lonely and crippling disorder. I have it too and I'm sorry you have to struggle with it. If I had some wisdom, I'd offer it too you. The people here are nice though. Nice to meet you.

Ok, well, there is a verse that talks about a spiritual famine- Amos 8, 11. But just looking up famine in the blue letter bible... dang there's a lot and many last seven years.:unsure:

I've noticed. This keeps coming into my thoughts so, I thought to share.

Was listening to a bible teaching and it hit me that the first part of revelations is parallel to the seven yrs of plenty, in genesis, and the tribulation is the seven years of famine. The food is the word and works of God. I know I don't know much but what are your thoughts?

I actually would love to leave but I can't. Rent is too expensive elsewhere, though that is my goal. I'd kick him out if I thought I would gain peace from that but there is something in this house. I want to leave it too. As for name calling, I didn't realize I was doing that. I was just...

Wow, yeah

I'm grateful to have checked in here tonight. I'm grateful to all of you.

You are correct.

Thank you. I'm writing everything down so I read it when I'm really low. Today was bad but right now is better.

TY, I've made a note of it

I should print this out and reread it constantly. He's been so mean over the last two days and today my adult son started in. It's not about the bible anymore. That was just my vulnerable spot to invade my safe mental space. Now it's the narc and the flying monkeys and if it weren't for my 12yr...

He wouldn't but thank you. Besides, it's beyond knowing how to respond or not respond now. Last night was vicious. I'm just trying to avoid him now. He's meaner than rabid dog.