post 2/3 oh, yeah, it's limited how much you can put here at a time....... Reaching out is a BIG step. I would like to caution you though that sadly there are MANY insensitive jerks that hang on this site and make comments, or "chat" among themselves in threads without giving thought to the subject at hand. Don't let them discourage you. There are A LOT of loving helpful people here too............
post1/3 I don't have private message privileges here on CC. But sometimes I prefer to "chat" about in profiles (not everyone allows access to theirs) you can always come back and delete your comments (ask the others to delete theirs) if needed. unlike the threads. Anyway....... I understand your pain and frustration. There is nothing I can say right now to make it all go away. However, reaching out for help is a