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post 2/3 oh, yeah, it's limited how much you can put here at a time....... Reaching out is a BIG step. I would like to caution you though that sadly there are MANY insensitive jerks that hang on this site and make comments, or "chat" among themselves in threads without giving thought to the subject at hand. Don't let them discourage you. There are A LOT of loving helpful people here too............