Recent content by WantingToLearn

I was going through a horrible path I felt stuck on… I really didn’t deserve your help like that, and even if I wasn’t a troll, you could see how bad I was and I am still probably bad and confused about things… I didn’t deserve you giving me a good answer when I talked inappropriately…...

When I first went to God, I wanted to resist the urge for sexual sin, and I guess over time when I got distant, I worried too much… I guess to be honest I just wanted to keep this sin so much because I was just so scared of marriage and things.. And I went to God in such a wrong way I got...

When I first went to God, and I heard “God wants a relationship with you” I didn’t really understand, but I guess I wanted to accept His love in my life because of all the failures I had from self reliance and no direction… It felt crazy someone would want me so I wanted to let Him have me… I...

I guess I just don’t know who to talk to…. My parents are another denomination from me, and my brothers are more like atheists…. I guess I just don’t know who to talk to, and I feel alone on mental issues… I’ve been able to talk about things on Christian discord, but especially with an issue...

I feel embarrassed but I guess I want to talk about this because it has caused me pain and I am unsure… I guess in my anxiety and my worries I have tried to do non-lust masturbation… And I guess I feel broken, I used to think about wet dreams because no fappers wait until wet dreams, and...