I meant it as a general jest about money and who gets it. Not particularly televangelists. Though we are supposed to call out sin where we see it. And yes I suppose nearly all of us are struggling after the lxckdowns a few years ago. If God does not want it, it is fine. I just don't like having my time wasted on being as far as I know, into game design basics and 3d modelling for nothing, only to have it stopped and nothing come of it, especially when it could be so useful. But I suppose it is another desire of mine and not God's that has to die. It all seems too slow and too late, too little to be of use now. But thanks. I think I just hoped to be more useful than useless forever. Nevermind.
Usually when I have a vague idea of what I want to do, but I don't know enough about it to even ask the right questions, what helps most is a LOT of googling. I google everything even remotely related to what I want to do. Eventually I will find something that puts me on the right track, and then I can refine my searches accordingly.