I was wishing for some people to die, so i was cursing them and also i was praying to God for them to die and after a few days they really died.
Did they die because of my curse and prayer to God to die?
PLEASE ANSWER MY QUESTION BECAUSE I FEEL VERY REPENT ABOUT THAT AND VERY SCARED AND I THINK I GO INSANE!
What I'm going to say is controversial to some. I won't give any names. I remember I used to pass a house where someone was living who came against the family suddenly with no apparent logical reason other then national pride. One day I felt the Holy Spirit have me pray not for the man but against him. Can't remember the prayers. Just I was surprised. I prayed. The guy passed away there and then though I didn't know until after.
Another time a freemason who meant me harm even though he seemed to be friendly came against my family in what he did. I just prayed to commit him to God and let God deal with it. Next I heard he had died.
Another person who was a friend of the family but whatever we said in confidence he passed on to masons. I didn't know it was him, but I prayed the link would be broken as I was fed up with it, and I found out he had died.
I rarely pray like this and if I have I have only ever done so with God and not against Gods will. In other words, it is not our job to hate or curse someone.
Do not worry. Take it to the Lord Jesus. He is in control. Many times people who have come against us we have cried out to the Lord and He has dealt with it. Some were just removed as in having new positions or as in their crimes exposed. Some repented and God has blessed them.
One man had an incredible conversion as far as I'm aware. He was connected to a church but was a high up Freemason who had done many things he should not have done. To cut a long story short, he had come against my parents because he didn't get his way and was in the wrong. It came to a head after many attempts to use his influence to protect himself and one day he was in a position defending himself and out of his mouth he confessed one of his wrongs, which he was just as amazed as anyone else, and I believe this changed his life. I only heard a roumour he had gone into a church and totally repented before the Lord in front of everyone... And not long after the Lord took him. Now I'm not 100% sure as I heard via a critical Christian (Though it could have been the Lord speaking through her) that the top mason in the area had done this (She was speaking in the frame of mind that he shouldn't be allowed into the church after all he had done in the past. I was jumping inside rejoicing as I guessed it was him!), but deep down inside this is what took place.
One man who was into a few wrong teachings and who was leading my mum astray, (His eyes would light up and one could see a demon speaking through him) well. We had to pray and let God intervene. He had been trying to get my mum down the health food route along with acupuncture and life force etc... About a month after we heard he had died.
I've had many times God intervening to save my life. A few times to avoid head on collisions in the car by those who had a grudge. A few times when we've been shot at while in the car. (Still have marks on the car window)... Sometimes He rescued me from my own silly fault! It is only through God I am here today!
On a lesser occasion my mum and I went to a car boot sale early one morning. My grandmother had died and we needed to sell her things to help with funeral costs and to help with not having too many things! Before I could get the things out the car there were many rude local traders trying to pull out our boxes to get a look at what we had in the hope they could get a profit! They each had bright torches to do this... We had not long then put some items on to the table and someone took an antique camera. The camera had gone for a while so my mu m and I prayed and left it in Gods hands! Not sure who it was but about ten to twenty minutes later someone had returned the camera!
One time where I worked there were things going on that should not have gone on. I felt over the few years I had been taken advantage of many times. In frustration I prayed. Not long after one person left with his shady dealings exposed. I prayed as I like the man and God gave him another job, no questions asked. It was a job I'd been partly offered and wanted but he needed it and I didn't. A year or so later left the position as other things were going on but from a higher level so I didn't want to be part of it.
As a Christian, it is only God who has saved me through Jesus Christ. And has saved me and saved me! So be encouraged JESUS HOLDS THE KEYS TO DEATH AND LIFE. JESUS DECIDES WHEN SOMEONE LIVES OR DIES. So do not worry. All is well!