Do you know of the story of Job????
All God wants is for us to know Him, love Him, and cherish Him.... For us to find our strength in Him alone... I am sorry but you are lost by the words you say... You are going to say I am filled with anger... That I should love another just as I love myself or Christ... But the Christ I know slapped me awake from my sins... The Tony Laurich I am, cares more about gaining Christ then what type of feeling I have, or possession I own (most of the time)...
I am sorry but I pray that God gives me humility and not pride... Even though pride tastes like honey and humility is bitter like medicine... I would rather Live then die...
I pray that God takes away my wealth because through wealth comes some serious temptations of false security... In wealth we think we are safe... We think with this much life insurance, this much home insurance, this much medical care, this nice of neighborhood, and this nice of community... That we will be happy and safe.... WRONG
We are idolizing wealth... And we will die of this world just like our god mammon will... I pray God kicks the heck out of my heart... And its the scariest thought I have is thinking I want God to hurt my heart, to shatter it in a million pieces with a sledge hammer... But I would rather die a broken man, sick, poor, starving, and alone... And GAIN CHRIST, then too have happiness and loose Christ...
I know you will say that you can have wealth and still get into heaven... Hence Romans 3:28.... But I ask of you... What is your God, before you say Romans 3:28 applies to your salvation....