You have been and I do not think you could not be, you remind me of my friend back years aqo Rebecca,
She taught me beat me, hurt me and make me Christian. As well she taught me when others give her a hard time, she would respond with threaten me with a good time.
Awesome in shutting up those that do like to derail and troll. even though I see you know nothing about that as you said, maybe sarcastically , and I thank God yet I pray he does make you wise as a serpent and you stay harmless as a dove
You are God's special child forever