Twing, you do not hate everything and we both know it. You are angry because some things in your life are not going the way you want so you are taking your anger out on the very people who have tried to help you. Many here have tried to offer you comfort and support. How have you responded to that? With anger, rudeness, and disrespect (and some crude language).
Why did you start this thread if you were not going to listen to what people had to say? All you are doing is attacking anyone who tries to help you.
If all you are doing is trying to get the anger out of your system, I suggest trying something different. This is a Christian site, people are going to try to help you. You knew that when you started this thread. Instead of attacking each person who tries to console you, why don't you actually read what they have to say and respond to them in the same way you would want people to respond to you? All you are doing right now is causing confusion, anger, hurt feelings, disbelief, etc.
Try treating others the way you want to be treated. You might be surprised at the results.
God Bless