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I have been married to my husband since 1982. He has always been the love of my life. We are going through a very rough time right now. When I asked him if he loved me, he said that he didn't want anything to happen to me but he did not desire me.
The problem is oral sex. That is all he wants from me. He can't perform when it comes to intercouse but it works with my hand or mouth.
He says that if I love him like I say that I would try harder and give him oral sex and he may start loving me again. I have such a hard time with this. I am so uncomfortable with this. I really try but so so difficult.
Am I suppose to put my feelings aside and do what he wants and hope that he could or would start loving me again.
I am in tremendous pain over this right now. I do not, can not take this pain much longer. I have asked God to just let me go to sleep and never wake up so I don't have to keep feeling this.
Please give me adice and pray for me.
The problem is oral sex. That is all he wants from me. He can't perform when it comes to intercouse but it works with my hand or mouth.
He says that if I love him like I say that I would try harder and give him oral sex and he may start loving me again. I have such a hard time with this. I am so uncomfortable with this. I really try but so so difficult.
Am I suppose to put my feelings aside and do what he wants and hope that he could or would start loving me again.
I am in tremendous pain over this right now. I do not, can not take this pain much longer. I have asked God to just let me go to sleep and never wake up so I don't have to keep feeling this.
Please give me adice and pray for me.