Looking for my faith.

I am 32 years old. I used to be a really sweet and polite guy. I went to church, and was a good person. But when I came back from Iraq I found that I had changed. I don't know when exactly that it happened. But I realized that I had lost my faith. I put it in the back of my mind, and didn't think about it until my fiancee told me that she wants God to be a big part of our lives. Since I left the church my last marriage broke up, I went bankrupt, and I am about to lose my house. I would like to have the peace in my heart I once had, but don't know where to start. Any wisdom or advise?

My friend, God works in mysterious ways. There is nothing that is impossible for Him. The only way we kind everlasting peace we can find in our hearts in this world is by knowing that the same God that created the universe humbled Himself for us, He came to serve and He denied Himself of His own power and glory. He was ashamed so that we could be glorified, He was tortured and killed so that we could live forever, He was crucified and as His arms were spread He was saying to all those who believed in Him to come to Him. Thanks to His sacrifice we are forgiven and we are made new by His Holy Spirit. This same Jesus was raised from the dead, and this same power He gives to all who believe in Him and who ask Him to do His will in their lives. My friend, though you lose your whole family, though you are left in the streets, though you have not even someone to tell you good morning...He loves you with an everlasting love. He has His arms wide open for you and won't deny you EVER. Recognize if you have sinned against Him, confess your sins to Him, repent of your sins, and ask Him to lead your life until the day you die through His strength. He will lead you out of temptation and into His presence. Our hope is that when we enter eternity we will see Him as He as and He will be our God and we will be His forever.

God Bless you

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Again, thank you. By the way I like your name. My son is named Adrian.

God bless you seventy fold, Seek Him and you will surely find Him. He does not hide from those who seek Him diligently, instead He rewards you and He who calls upon His name will be saved. I will surely pray for you, and have faith that our Lord will take you back into His presence and renew your life,mind,heart, and soul.

You need to go to the Lord and ask him where to start.