Lovesong Poetry

My Message to those who are being persecuted:

according to a dream my sister had, (I really don't talk with her or anyone about this) but I felt
like her dream had a connection to this...

This is my message to those who use to be in darkness but because you
have turned to Christ because this truth that has been revealed to you,
you are now being persecuted for it in more painful ways...

I can tell you this, that I appologize for my selfish complaining all this time,
I know I am not going through what you
are for the gospel.. I want to encourage you with this scripture.

The bible says:

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I want to tell you that fear is a lie, you need to confront and face your fears and ask for help
seek help and prayer, find a church, find help, dont' be afraid to try. Confession and truth
will shine light in the darkness.

The devil wants to keep you in darkness by fear. You must talk to someone about what you
are going through, the truth is what will set you free.
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You will be hated by everyone because of my name. But the person who endures to the end will be saved. - Matthew 10:22
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Well, a future hoped for can be paralyzing, if it's not likely to happen... it can gloss over and hide some things that are right in front of you, and make you miss out. If you hold on to something that "might be", it can make you dodge something that should be, if that makes sense.

I think unrequited love stinks, but it's something that's gotta be dropped. Like a hot potato. No other way.

But, it also matters how long it's been going on, whether the other person said "no", or just "not now", etc.

And of course this is just my opinion. I also know it's easier to say, "drop it" than it is to actually drop it. Feelings can be stubborn that way. So, I ask God to drop them FOR me. "Casting all of your cares upon Him, because He cares for you."

thats sounds pretty sensible..

I don't know that this kind of love stinks..I just thought it was something to show him how important he is to me. Yeah I know that sounds pretty lame...In a way these poems were my way of thanking him for saving my life, he cared about me when I didn't exist to anyone. I don't regret any of it, I'm grateful because of
the good thing he did for me, to me this is redemption for him.

I don't think I've wasted my time at all, this poetry jam wouldn't have existed if I thought so...

I'm a pretty arrogant person...even asking that question was just to spite him for keeping his distance from me.

I regret making him feel bad yet again, its probably better this way..

I can see what kind of person I am, its better I am alone that way, maybe I should pray for him to find someone who is not as extreme as a Christian as I am who makes him feel bad all the time, but not the other extreme either like a woman who is dominating and controlling that would just use him up... someone pretty balanced, is what he really needs.

My guy,

Fight for your dignity;
if you cannot fight for anything at all.
Don't let any woman force you
to love them,
Nobody owns you,
they don't own you.

I believe you have Jesus in your heart
that means you belong to God, you are his,
all it takes is faith in Jesus' name
to activate the prayer.

you are a good man,
and there is a future there for you..

I have seen it, you were
sitting in the grass and it was a
beautiful sunny day this was in
your future years later. There was more
but thats all I can say for now,
you might wanna pray and ask God
what thats all about.

It was a small vision but it was something.

I'm still praying for you,
I believe in you.

*Enters to the thrust of a pie directly to the face*



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*Eats it*

I am going to reveal something I don't want to - perhaps out of weakness - but for the sake of empathy; I feel that [a rather pathetic] part of me is waiting to hear or bump into my ex by some happenstance series of events. And although there are times I think of her before I even look at another woman, I've come to terms in my mind and heart that she's out of my life; whether temporarily or indefinitely. I can't explain to you how I've come to this unspoken understanding; it's just developed over time.

Being in love with someone that has let you down is certainly not an easy pain to cope with... I hope that, in time, you will follow your convictions, however they may develop, and wherever they may lead you. People claim that "time heals all wounds", but that's not to say that some wounds don't leave scars. Stay in prayer, and keep the faith, and He will grant you an open heart.

lol @ pie! Popclick! he's got a pie (didn't say which one...but he's got one! XD)

Its not pathetic at all, this is a very strong statement! Its the strong ones who are brave enough to confess.

I know this maybe hard for you to hear but I truly believe that when God closes a door or never opens one to begin with no matter how close of a friend you are to that person, he is only recreating a new better future for you with someone you are going to be happy with and live in freedom with, in a whole new life. He brought the 'last' person into your life for a reason, like mine to change in ultimately in some way..but was only something of a season... He's got better for you!

I had this understanding in my heart when I first began because of the curse of my guys unrenewed mind,fear, and lack of faith for his future, he already created the future before he met me thus destroying our 'future'; the one before we even got together... I had this knowledge, in the beginning
last year so I prayed and asked that God would create for him a future, even if it meant without me.
(lol I know I'm all scientifi-cal)

Last year..what God told me in my spirit was... "Let him go..." in the beginning so I did. Now that didn't mean he let me go, I had to force, be cruel and mean to him all sorts of ways without even telling him why... he did at first but I kept dreaming of him...poor guy.. I cried and cried and was angry at God, I didn't understand why I was doing this at first...but I do now. I struggle with this concept, but I try to remain obedient to God for his sake.. God was not against 'my guy' he just knew the final outcome of the relationship and the sorrows it would bring, (In my case I would hurt him because of my pride, and he would hurt me because of his pride, or maybe that neither of us were ever ready for that relationship ever..)

We just weren't on the same faith wave length.

I don't find him to be a bad person at all, without him I wouldn't have turned into the person I am today, I found strength and survived and even started taking care of myself more and praying because of this person. I will forever be grateful to him to the end of all my days.

The first act the best and worst kind of love should always be... Letting Go.
Only because God meant for us to live in freedom and to be uncontrolled, to follow in love, freewill and obedience. We struggle with love if fear has anything to do with it.. "perfect love casts out all fear." means fear should never have nothing to do with love ever.

Thats how you know you love someone truly...painful isn't it?

If you've ever followed along with my writing, I was always saying "I release you!" to my guy, then later I'd be all happy to welcome him back then later again I'd be like "I release you!" in anger...and repeat lol. Talk about redundancy... DX That was me always trying to keep this person in freewill no matter what..

I want to tell you that nothing is impossible for God, depending of that persons heart, he still believes in freewill on how they feel about you and their future too. Its not impossible for him to create a turn of events that might cause you to meet again who knows..

but it might also be that he's got someone else better for you in mind.

Maybe you just need to pray for the faith to believe he does. Or faith to be see the beauty in everything and everyone. Regardless who you end up with; when you get there its going to be seven times better then your last relationship...

Thankyou for Sharing Siberian, everythings gonna be okay.

and Thankyou for your wisdom PopClick I appreciated it and I said that prayer! You guys are awesome.

aaww, Lovesong. You are too kind! And spiritually wise, I might add! I appreciate the encouragement, and to be totally honest, our parting ways (my ex and I, that is) although a painful memory, has really been the turning point in my life. I won't go into the details, but my walk with God has never been more serious.

I'm hardened over to women anymore, and I'm fine with being a recluse. I feel having a relationship with another girl is a nice idea; just that, and nothing more (not viable). Perhaps God has something for me that requires solitude, and that's fine by me!

Thanks for sharing everything, Lovesong. And PopClick... Thanks for the pie.

Yeah I'm a bit of an overshare myself (I just like to talk..) XD, hehe. XD but Its all good.

Hey, its always best to out pour everything inside thats hurting you first and formost!
(that is how you are gonna be healed) it should always be people you know you can trust with any confession, and don't worry we aren't here to judge you here just to help and heal we want you to thrive too!

I'm really sorry to hear that you are hardened...
..don't be hardened. (yeah I'm a little bossy.. ha XP)
..only, see it as just taking a little time off to spend with your creator alone,
whom has been waiting all this time to spend time getting to know you more (he already knows you but is still wanting to hear everything and spend time with his creation)
I have a few scriptures for you. (a mere goal to aim for in your future,)

Matthew 6:33 "But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well."
(taking a little time to be with God and he's gonna reward you and bring you, your hearts desires, because he loves you)

you don't have to fight anymore, rest, trust, be still and at peace, do not be afraid, and let God fight your battles for you, God is Love and he never fails!

P.S. - My sisters cat gave me a present today DX ...I was sleeping and waved my hand around and touched something soft, I looked down and it was a dead mouse! I was like ahh!!! lol.

This is pretty cool.

Aw, thanks! You're awesome too.

Also awesome. For real.

It's not a pie WAR if you don't return the favor! ~Pouts~

That video was intense... Thank you, Lovesong.

You are very welcome Siberian_Khatru hope it made you feel better. You are also welcome Popclick thankyou for your spunky-ness.
both you guys be blessed and happy Easter

*rolls in on my unicycle beams a banana cream pie at Popclicks face, connects and knocks her into the river that is convieniently behind her - Splash!*

"Booyah..." *I clutch my fist holding it up triumphantly. I turn my head to the right and notice
Siberian standing there like a bystander...I smile mischieviously and whip out a banana cream pie and beam one at his face so fast it knocks him backward causing him to do a double backflip, then landing on the ground*

K.O! *I smile Victoriously* ...Boooyaaaah. *I say in slow motion then jump high into the air doing a backflip landing on the ground with one right arm sticking out, I grin and POOF! I disappear into
a puff of pink smoke and I am no where to be seen like a ninja. - "Booyah" is echoed in the air around them*

(hehe)

Wow!

...Hmm. Piewars isn't really your thing is it Siberian? Its okay... I was just trying to lighten up the mood because the earlier mood here seemed somewhat a sad one, I thought I'd change it up just by a little bit. Sorry to embarrass you.
I'm abit of a wierdo when it comes to writing as you can see. lol.

lol I like the polarbear picture.

Joke:
Question: "What Animals Made Noah nervous on the Ark?" (answer on bottom)

(Now this song brings back good memories of when I was a teenager, reminising is great one of the songs I like.)








Answer: "the woodpeckers"

Hahaha! No worries, I wasn't embarrassed.

Oooh I like the symbolism in "My Father's House"!

thats good, this song makes alot of sense, thankyou for sharing.