Hi jt,
I like experiments, even social expts., but i see no way i could be of help in ur idea. At 36, you probably have many set ways that you find hard to change, but you can, with the Lord's help. Only the Lord knows you better than urself... As some here said, it may be hard to find someone to help u out as u think, perhaps a 'mother' figure who has much spare time could, but who would now? I have just read another younger member's testimony... now what's his name... but he mentioned abt the Lord taking his attention thru marathon experiences...
You may want to see what he had to say, and be blessed as well. Btw welcome to cc.