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Remember the distance or color does not tend
Matter but love matters a lot in
Life.
My e-mail address ([email protected])
precious.
E-mail address([email protected])
Remember the distance or color does not tend
Matter but love matters a lot in
Life.
My e-mail address ([email protected])
precious.
B
Last thing I did and still do is thinking...
B4 then I went shopping and "thats the spirit" vibe how nice that was (love shopping...) (I wish I did, Im being ironic)
I been thinking about family because I have been thinking about saying up contact with them for a very long time.
They have not been very nice to me.
My Father laughed when i was dying at me (not with me) he always said I should not have children and marry and does not truly know me the slightest nor does he care for me.
My parents are atheists and Ive had issues with them.
My sister stole from me (not just material things but also betrayed me as they all did)and her and brother gathered all their friends and were horrible to me and I truly do not think she is a nice person (God bless I have soul sisters when the blood one truly has evil behaviours and I seriously think she is a sociopath as my father is also)
I feel "trapped" or stuck because I love some of my family very much and to be with them I have to be with the other ones and pretend like everything is ok and nothing happened....(when some of them should be in jail )
They hurt me more than I can ever say.The bro and sis had very different lifes than me as they had stepma (who is beautiful and good) cant be compared the difference...
Have family want to have contact with and miss and loe and soulfamily.
But when I think about all the things they have said and done and they took and take away who I am also.
They call me by another name when my real name is Victoria and I ask them to call me by my real name they dont.
They dont know me or and have treated me badly and hurt me etc (this is not all of them)
I am receiving financial help from the father for rent while I had cancer and am studying but after the things he has said to me and way they treated me.Wedont meet often and his gf sends out hateful energies also at me.I ignore it but it makes me sad and hurts me when they hate on me and treat me bad and say nasty things when I dont do anything to hurt them or say nasty things.
I would rather not have contact but feel so trapped.
I miss my soul family that are overseas and I even have family that share my religion with me and that dont hate on me etc.
I love my horse and she is my everything now so I will stay and be with her and think and prayer about what to do.
(you have to know the true history to understand...)
Its a looong story
The situation is supressive and I cant breath or be the real me...they wont let me...
I dont "fit in" amoungst them and want my soul family or true family and to me blood does not mean so much when they behave so nastidly
soul does.
B4 then I went shopping and "thats the spirit" vibe how nice that was (love shopping...) (I wish I did, Im being ironic)
I been thinking about family because I have been thinking about saying up contact with them for a very long time.
They have not been very nice to me.
My Father laughed when i was dying at me (not with me) he always said I should not have children and marry and does not truly know me the slightest nor does he care for me.
My parents are atheists and Ive had issues with them.
My sister stole from me (not just material things but also betrayed me as they all did)and her and brother gathered all their friends and were horrible to me and I truly do not think she is a nice person (God bless I have soul sisters when the blood one truly has evil behaviours and I seriously think she is a sociopath as my father is also)
I feel "trapped" or stuck because I love some of my family very much and to be with them I have to be with the other ones and pretend like everything is ok and nothing happened....(when some of them should be in jail )
They hurt me more than I can ever say.The bro and sis had very different lifes than me as they had stepma (who is beautiful and good) cant be compared the difference...
Have family want to have contact with and miss and loe and soulfamily.
But when I think about all the things they have said and done and they took and take away who I am also.
They call me by another name when my real name is Victoria and I ask them to call me by my real name they dont.
They dont know me or and have treated me badly and hurt me etc (this is not all of them)
I am receiving financial help from the father for rent while I had cancer and am studying but after the things he has said to me and way they treated me.Wedont meet often and his gf sends out hateful energies also at me.I ignore it but it makes me sad and hurts me when they hate on me and treat me bad and say nasty things when I dont do anything to hurt them or say nasty things.
I would rather not have contact but feel so trapped.
I miss my soul family that are overseas and I even have family that share my religion with me and that dont hate on me etc.
I love my horse and she is my everything now so I will stay and be with her and think and prayer about what to do.
(you have to know the true history to understand...)
Its a looong story
The situation is supressive and I cant breath or be the real me...they wont let me...
I dont "fit in" amoungst them and want my soul family or true family and to me blood does not mean so much when they behave so nastidly
soul does.
B
Last thing did now was remember that I have a father in God whom truly loves and cares for me and truly knows me even if the father person charachter does not. and who ofcourse allows me to be who and all I am and including be religious not hating on that, thinking of angels.
I can not write what truly has been going on here , what they did to me is illegal and God knows what and all they did even though it looks good on outside and they cover it up, lie good etc.Gods not fooled, people may be but God knows.
Also popped popcorn cause I have no aptit today and am feeling sad and alone (as usual).
Shall have a bath as that comforts also warm water.
popcorn is a wonderful thing.
I can not write what truly has been going on here , what they did to me is illegal and God knows what and all they did even though it looks good on outside and they cover it up, lie good etc.Gods not fooled, people may be but God knows.
Also popped popcorn cause I have no aptit today and am feeling sad and alone (as usual).
Shall have a bath as that comforts also warm water.
popcorn is a wonderful thing.