So this thread is dedicated to how much I love and adore Our God. Father how I wish I could hold you in my arms and never let go. How it torments me that you and I cannot hold each other and pour our deep feelings for each other into each others hearts. How I long to be by your side, How I crave to have you and how I long to tell you what beautiful treasure you are face to face. In the beginning of my faith I sought you for your presence, in the beginning I sought get closer to you. But then our of no where you revealed yourself to me on a powerful level and I fell madly in love with you like a Bride for her Hubby. you struck my heart and pierced it with a hot blade known as your love and I actually saw and felt my love and adoration for you bleed and pour from my heart.
And to you dear sweet Jesus, I suffer Greatly every day. How it pains me I cannot see people and truly love and care for them as you do. I do not mean some people but all people. I know how deeply you wish to grab hold of us and never let go and just pour your love for us into us. even the most evil people of this world are you beloved for you created them did you not? you took such great care and love in their creation whether they would in turn accept you in the end or not. Jesus, I can feel your pain sometimes, sometimes Lord when I can see through your eyes and your heart as you sometime allow for a short while I bawl out of love for them. I cannot see them, I do not know them, I do not know who they are what they look like what their faith is but I only know them as the people of the world and yet my heart loves and adores them all.
Jesus, how long Lord? How long must I only see through these fleshly eyes and only love and care through this fleshly heart? It isn't fair Lord Jesus, It hurts everyday deeply because I only see as the world does. I know you feel my pain, you know the sorrow that comes with it and you know how strongly I desire nothing less than all of you. take my eyes so I may be blind in this world but see through your eyes. take my limbs so I may not be able to do anything Physically in this world by hand but have the arms of the Father be my hands and feet. Take my fleshly heart, rip it our and give me your own.
And to you dear sweet Jesus, I suffer Greatly every day. How it pains me I cannot see people and truly love and care for them as you do. I do not mean some people but all people. I know how deeply you wish to grab hold of us and never let go and just pour your love for us into us. even the most evil people of this world are you beloved for you created them did you not? you took such great care and love in their creation whether they would in turn accept you in the end or not. Jesus, I can feel your pain sometimes, sometimes Lord when I can see through your eyes and your heart as you sometime allow for a short while I bawl out of love for them. I cannot see them, I do not know them, I do not know who they are what they look like what their faith is but I only know them as the people of the world and yet my heart loves and adores them all.
Jesus, how long Lord? How long must I only see through these fleshly eyes and only love and care through this fleshly heart? It isn't fair Lord Jesus, It hurts everyday deeply because I only see as the world does. I know you feel my pain, you know the sorrow that comes with it and you know how strongly I desire nothing less than all of you. take my eyes so I may be blind in this world but see through your eyes. take my limbs so I may not be able to do anything Physically in this world by hand but have the arms of the Father be my hands and feet. Take my fleshly heart, rip it our and give me your own.
