It was just a dog, Nu2see. I'm sorry if I didn't make that too clear. It shouldn't be affecting me like this... but it is.
Well, maybe some will be chuckling at me, but when I started my first post, there were only 3, which gave no indication....
I thought you might have been talking about you're son.
Nevertheless, that prayer took meby as much of a surprise as anyone.....
I was getting so many emotions flooding through me, and I just started writing what was coming from the heart.
Our pets can become like family, though, and I know the
feeling of trying to reason with yourself over not having
a heart as soft for some ppl as you do for an animal.
But I believe we are all God's creatures, great and small,
and it's a real blessing that the Lord loans us pets to
take care of as they often 'take care of us' with their
unconditional love and it even seems like they are used
by God to comfort us, especially thick-heads like me,
who can't always seem to find comfort direct from Him.
I had to say goodbye to my buddy after 14 years,
and having no wife or kids, not really any friends
for the most part, and a few siblings, but not real close
like we used to be...He was my constant, lone companion,
so it was real hard saying goodbye,
and after 2 years it still hurts, so
I can share in your grief, and have been
sharing a spiritual heart with blb as well,
her experience with her cat was almost
identical to mine...I pray she's finding comfort.
I know the guilt trip you spoke of, too, but
that only comes from someone who cares,
so thank the Lord for that heart and don't
beat yourself up with it.....
if you didn't feel a bit guilty, I'd question if you
truly cared...it's ok to feel like you could have
done more, as long as it's from a heart of love
and compassion, and not condemnation.
I often say the way a person treats animals
can be a good indication of where one's heart
is in relation to God and man.
Be of good cheer, brother, Jesus loves you,
and He is Lord over all His creation.
He knows.