it's just the way my mind works like a bunch of doors opening and closing each day in a huge corridor,quite amusing to me actually sometimes,like I'll play a movie back in my head or a song,only problem is that it works both ways I remember things that are good but also things that are bad,at random times each and every day.
And then add the feeling of practically no emotion and you get me,a zany,socially awkward,blunt,idiotic,determined,smart,fictional blood lusting,anxious,funny,hurtful,brain twisted,robotic like,bizarre,God serving,scattered brained,always in pain,Individual.