Hello everyone,
I've accepted Christ as my Saviour ever since I can remember and grew up in an intensified hostile environment. Not once did I ever think twice about whether or not God exists. I somehow always felt His presence even in my darkest hours. I have tried to make friends with Christians in church, but if I couldn't be courted I was not considered good enough to be friends with. I didn't get along with the girls, I'm too different. I grew up with boys as they were truthful and didn't judge or make rumors about me. However, that didn't make them angels either. The point is they accepted me for me.
But now I find myself suffocating without Christian friends and battling something from an incident that took place when I was 17. I realize now that I've been running away rather than facing the truth and finding a way to deal.
I've accepted Christ as my Saviour ever since I can remember and grew up in an intensified hostile environment. Not once did I ever think twice about whether or not God exists. I somehow always felt His presence even in my darkest hours. I have tried to make friends with Christians in church, but if I couldn't be courted I was not considered good enough to be friends with. I didn't get along with the girls, I'm too different. I grew up with boys as they were truthful and didn't judge or make rumors about me. However, that didn't make them angels either. The point is they accepted me for me.
But now I find myself suffocating without Christian friends and battling something from an incident that took place when I was 17. I realize now that I've been running away rather than facing the truth and finding a way to deal.