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Struggling and feel alone am grateful for any advice on my faith and my life. Thanks
I'm Jaz. I joined cause I need some advice. Why not ask a friend? Yes I have a best friend but she ignores me and I don't really feel to comfortable talking to her. I even have a sister but we have a unique relationship. My mom has some health problems, one being leukemia and she's blind. She's lost her hair. Needs help walking anywhere (even in the house) and when were out is in a wheelchair. She also has pain and a dozen other issues I don't exactly care to disclose. I need advice because im struggling with hope. I feel as if there is none. Also I have a addiction problem only me and God knows about. And I've sinned so many times and asked for forgiveness I feel like a hypocrite. Like I can never have a good relationship with God again because of all the mistakes I've made. I feel alone and have so many many regrets. Mistakes I wish I could take back. I'm have trouble with my relationship with God and my faith. My father isn't in the picture and my extended family is a bit screwed up (but I'm still grateful to God for blessing me with them) I know this isn't exactly detailed and not the full story but I'd like some advice before I truly say all that I need to. I don't feel sorry for myself or want any kind of pity, I don't deserve any of that or any advice. But I'm here asking for some advice? So.... Help please????? God bless you all. ( ;
I'm Jaz. I joined cause I need some advice. Why not ask a friend? Yes I have a best friend but she ignores me and I don't really feel to comfortable talking to her. I even have a sister but we have a unique relationship. My mom has some health problems, one being leukemia and she's blind. She's lost her hair. Needs help walking anywhere (even in the house) and when were out is in a wheelchair. She also has pain and a dozen other issues I don't exactly care to disclose. I need advice because im struggling with hope. I feel as if there is none. Also I have a addiction problem only me and God knows about. And I've sinned so many times and asked for forgiveness I feel like a hypocrite. Like I can never have a good relationship with God again because of all the mistakes I've made. I feel alone and have so many many regrets. Mistakes I wish I could take back. I'm have trouble with my relationship with God and my faith. My father isn't in the picture and my extended family is a bit screwed up (but I'm still grateful to God for blessing me with them) I know this isn't exactly detailed and not the full story but I'd like some advice before I truly say all that I need to. I don't feel sorry for myself or want any kind of pity, I don't deserve any of that or any advice. But I'm here asking for some advice? So.... Help please????? God bless you all. ( ;