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Hello all, I have recently returned to Christ! After many years of denying him through word and deed, I could no longer live the lie. I DO believe in Christ and salvation, and although I am not worthy, I AM saved. Despite all these years of me turning my back on Him, He still loves me. I know that, but I still struggle with the guilt I feel for going against Him when I knew better. I have lied to my children their whole lives, allowing them to believe in santa and the easter bunny. I have a lot of explaining to do to them. I ask God every day to help me show them the truth. My biggest fear is that they will not find God, and it will be my fault. But I have to trust God. I have a long road ahead of me, and am looking forward to buying a Bible on payday!