Dear Kat50Loves Jesus, My Spiritual battle started in 2001. At the young age of 39 I suffered a heart attack. I had NO Risk factors. I ate well.My cholesterol was low. I worked out everyday. I am 5'7 and was weighing 128 lbs at the time of the heart attack.My blood pressue was also very low. They did an angioplasty and found that my left anterior descending artery was 90% occluded. They placed a stent in the artery. That was the beggining of the battle. I am a teacher and was teaching third Grade at the time. About a few days after I got home , I got down on my Knees to pray. The Lord informed me that I had NO soul and that I was not covered in the blood of Jesus. I freaked out!!And ever since that day in April of 2001 I have not had a moments peace. Have have sought all types of help.I have been to Christian Psychiatrists and counselors. I have been a on every med known to man. So I have been in this agony for horrible nine years.Please forgive me for dumping this on you.I have no life.I could not return to teaching which was my first love. I feel that my life is over. I studied so hard to become a teacher and I only taught for 11 years. I substituted for 3 years and was a full time classroom teacher for 8 Years.I am so angry at God for allowing this.My question is this if I have no soul what does that make me? I do not feel human.Anyway, thanks for listening to my saga. I do not see a happy ending for me.Please write back.
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