Hi, I'm Seraphprincess, I used to come here a few years ago. I am doing much better in my Christian walk now. The Lord scared me with scary dreams, but then He loved me like only God can love me. My questions and doubts have not all been answered, but some things must wait until we talk to Jesus face to face to know the reasons why. I know I must carry my loved ones burdens, lift up each other. I think the Lord wants me to help my parents and take care of them. I am grateful to all those who have helped me. The Lord has lifted me out of the lies, pain, despair and 'magic' media the devil uses to trick people.