hiya

my name is ricky and i'm new here.

i have renal cell carcinoma and gall stone blockages into the bile duct. among other problems. i go into surger on monday and i'm at my end with the strength i needed to make it there. i've been advocating for myself through the medical system and just getting ready and making it to appointments is almost more efffort than it's worth.

my medical providers have been failing to document when they should, documenting things that are wrong, ignoring, interupting, and negating symptoms. i'm in so much pain and have been so thoroughly dismissed that i'm concerned my surgical staff don't know the snakes nest of complications they're sending me into.

i expect to die monday from surgery or soon after from complications. if i don't get lucky and die sooner in my sleep. peacefully and next to a puppy that loves me, not a bad way to go.

pray for me

Hi rickyw, welcome to CC and thanks for sharing your situation! You sound like you've given up hope, when 'anything is possible with God'. Jesus healed all who came to Him even lepers who had parts of their bodies rotted out. The woman with the issue of blood had lost hope on all Drs then she heard about Jesus, the Healer and believed in Him by faith and was instantly healed. If you can listen to the healing video testimonies of Dodie Osteen on YT and K Hagin on a TBN show do so. One had stage four cancer and was given a few weeks to live by her Drs, that was in 1981 and guess what....she just turned 90. She says exactly what she did and the main thing is, she wanted to live. Yes it's a battle but we are told to 'fight the good fight of faith'.
Faith is the opposite of fear and you need to look up healing Scriptures and confess them over yourself. 'Your faith has made you whole' is what Jesus told many ailing of attacks on their bodies and minds.
'My blessing is on those people who trust in me, who put their confidence in me' Jer 17:7, is just one out of many verses that tell us to trust God. When you find healing Scriptures/promises like Isa 53:4-7, receive/take them unto yourself, that's what they're there for.
I pray God's Holy Spirit will bless, keep & guide you through this, IJNA🙏

Praying for you, beloved of the Lord. God will never leave you nor forsake you.

I want to introduce you to one of the doctors that I study. He is a Natural pathic physician. He is an expert in nutritional help rather than drugs. He mentioned in his previous class that cancer is a malfunction of the immune system. I posted a lot of information by way of links if you do a search with my name and key word cancer. I posted them under Natural Health and the Miscellaneous forums if I remember correctly. There's an American Indian Tea that some have used with success regarding other cancers. American Indian teaI can't speak to your challenges and am not a physician. However, I know the Great Physician and am talking to Him about this.

Link , Dr Osborne, Subscribe with notifications. This will provide contact for Q&A.

To your health my friend.

Welcome, rickyw!