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hello,
I need advice i've been unemplayed for two years now, but during that time i went back to school. I recently graduated two months now but finding work is hard to do. I'm in a bad finanical and mental sitation. I also have a 15 year old child that I haven't seen in that time just because of everything that is going on. I'm a hard worker and always work and planed for what I have.
My life right now is in the craper with no job a broken down car that can't drive over 40mph, things are just really bad. I can go on and on, but let me get to the point.
I recently sold a TV set I had in storage for $150 my bills are out of control so putting that money towards bills won't help. So I decided to play lotto with the money. I know god dosn't care for gambling, but I thought he'd make an exception for me because my life was so sad. I played for two weeks with no good results. then one week a set of numbers came up that look familiar to me. They were the same numbers I had posted on a wall two years back (unrelated to lotto) so I found that odd and thought I may have something here. There was another set of numbers on my wall (unrelated to lotto) so I played those, when the results came I miss but there the numbers were again on my wall. I told myself this is more than a coincidence. The drawing I only had $4 to play which I normally play $10. So once again I pick numbers that were on my wall about 15 sets of numbers but i could only play 4. So I chose the 4 sets of numbers and waited for the drawing. When the drawing came I missed but in the remaining numbers I didn't play were the winning number 33,11,18,25,5,7 this has happen to me 2 1/2 times now. God has bless me with the ability to chose the winning numbers each drawing. Where its 1 to 48 million chance of winning its more like 1 to 100 for me. Exciting right WRONG!!
I'm stressed and fear that god will take his blessing away from me since I keep missing what he has put out for me time and time again. I so desparately need to escape this finanical & family situation. That i find gods blessing overwhelming and I don't know what to do with myself because of all the positives that will accure if I hit, and if god will continue to bless me with the numbers.
So I need advice how do I manage this blessing, and not fear that the blessing will stop.
I need advice i've been unemplayed for two years now, but during that time i went back to school. I recently graduated two months now but finding work is hard to do. I'm in a bad finanical and mental sitation. I also have a 15 year old child that I haven't seen in that time just because of everything that is going on. I'm a hard worker and always work and planed for what I have.
My life right now is in the craper with no job a broken down car that can't drive over 40mph, things are just really bad. I can go on and on, but let me get to the point.
I recently sold a TV set I had in storage for $150 my bills are out of control so putting that money towards bills won't help. So I decided to play lotto with the money. I know god dosn't care for gambling, but I thought he'd make an exception for me because my life was so sad. I played for two weeks with no good results. then one week a set of numbers came up that look familiar to me. They were the same numbers I had posted on a wall two years back (unrelated to lotto) so I found that odd and thought I may have something here. There was another set of numbers on my wall (unrelated to lotto) so I played those, when the results came I miss but there the numbers were again on my wall. I told myself this is more than a coincidence. The drawing I only had $4 to play which I normally play $10. So once again I pick numbers that were on my wall about 15 sets of numbers but i could only play 4. So I chose the 4 sets of numbers and waited for the drawing. When the drawing came I missed but in the remaining numbers I didn't play were the winning number 33,11,18,25,5,7 this has happen to me 2 1/2 times now. God has bless me with the ability to chose the winning numbers each drawing. Where its 1 to 48 million chance of winning its more like 1 to 100 for me. Exciting right WRONG!!
I'm stressed and fear that god will take his blessing away from me since I keep missing what he has put out for me time and time again. I so desparately need to escape this finanical & family situation. That i find gods blessing overwhelming and I don't know what to do with myself because of all the positives that will accure if I hit, and if god will continue to bless me with the numbers.
So I need advice how do I manage this blessing, and not fear that the blessing will stop.
