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Dav I am a week into the same situation as you, exactly the same. Listen to the good people here, they don't know us, but there words show us they care. This is indeed a dark time, but I will look forward to having my children, finding my own peace and being happy again. I know I am not alone, I have never been alone. The best thing you can do is pray, this will allow you to connect, not only with those of us who will pray with you but also with our Father. He loves us the way we love our children, be their father, love your children and you will get through this.