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Hello all,
I need your help and prayers. I'm going to marital strife due to inappropriate relations on my spouses end and I want to walk away from it al, but I my marriage to work and I want my husband to be convicted not by me, but by the spirit. He's doing everything right for now, but I just wonder how long that will last... I'm constantly on edge and depressed. He wouldn't agree to counseling, but he did agree to a marriage fitness camp or seminar of some sort. The problem is I don't have the energy at this point to care. I'm trying to get back to me. I have this constant burning sensation in my chest went to ER it was not heart related , but stress. I have got to get healthy again mentally and physically. In the past with depression for other issues I have relied on antidepressants and they have helped even with the nasty side effects., but they are awful to get off of...My doc is suggesting Lexapro I have been on it for 3 days and I really don't want to go back down that route, but I'm thinking if I can just get through this pain then I can began to heal and get back to me first and then the marriage( I have given to God). Please put me in your prayers as I am struggling with medication and the benefits vs. taking nothing (maybe St. Johns Wort)weathering the storm and believing that this too shall past. I'm in a real dark place right now in my life not liking who I have become I live for my children...
I need your help and prayers. I'm going to marital strife due to inappropriate relations on my spouses end and I want to walk away from it al, but I my marriage to work and I want my husband to be convicted not by me, but by the spirit. He's doing everything right for now, but I just wonder how long that will last... I'm constantly on edge and depressed. He wouldn't agree to counseling, but he did agree to a marriage fitness camp or seminar of some sort. The problem is I don't have the energy at this point to care. I'm trying to get back to me. I have this constant burning sensation in my chest went to ER it was not heart related , but stress. I have got to get healthy again mentally and physically. In the past with depression for other issues I have relied on antidepressants and they have helped even with the nasty side effects., but they are awful to get off of...My doc is suggesting Lexapro I have been on it for 3 days and I really don't want to go back down that route, but I'm thinking if I can just get through this pain then I can began to heal and get back to me first and then the marriage( I have given to God). Please put me in your prayers as I am struggling with medication and the benefits vs. taking nothing (maybe St. Johns Wort)weathering the storm and believing that this too shall past. I'm in a real dark place right now in my life not liking who I have become I live for my children...