To be honest it wouldn't surprise me if that is exactly what it is. See I just go wherever God leads me, I always know where to go and what to do because there is this flow I feel inside it just feels natural almost like instinct.
That how God and I are and when I feel this flow and I follow it I am never afraid, there is never doubt or worry I just somehow act upon it and it just flows.
I may be doing my calling without even realizing it, some have even told me that my ministry is being here on cc, God has used me so much and in so many ways just from being here on cc alone