Hi
Can you please keep me in your prayers Brothers and Sisters.
I am dealing with awful grief as you may know from previous threads. My Twin brother passed away on dec22 2016.
Im not sure if he was saved its really hard not knowing but I really hope he is in heaven.
I miss him terribly. Its like half of me is gone. I have terrible guilt. I just wish he had a better life and had not suffered so much.
It makes me think like God is evil that he allows this suffering in the world and then for some people to go to hell to suffer for eternity.
I havnt been reading my bible much lately I dont really want to much.
I was drinking at the weekend and I dont feel any better.
The grief is horrible i just keep getting bad thoughts i just wish i was dead at times.
Im really sick of this world and im so heavy and miserable.
I am hoping to go to a councillor soon got a number for a guy and I called him today and left a voicemail.
Please pray for me and for the rest of my family my son nephews and neice that they will get saved.
Thanks
John
Can you please keep me in your prayers Brothers and Sisters.
I am dealing with awful grief as you may know from previous threads. My Twin brother passed away on dec22 2016.
Im not sure if he was saved its really hard not knowing but I really hope he is in heaven.
I miss him terribly. Its like half of me is gone. I have terrible guilt. I just wish he had a better life and had not suffered so much.
It makes me think like God is evil that he allows this suffering in the world and then for some people to go to hell to suffer for eternity.
I havnt been reading my bible much lately I dont really want to much.
I was drinking at the weekend and I dont feel any better.
The grief is horrible i just keep getting bad thoughts i just wish i was dead at times.
Im really sick of this world and im so heavy and miserable.
I am hoping to go to a councillor soon got a number for a guy and I called him today and left a voicemail.
Please pray for me and for the rest of my family my son nephews and neice that they will get saved.
Thanks
John
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