Why Do You Believe?

It's actually really long to explain but basically he was "telling" me about God's love. He spoke to my mind, he gave me his emotions and I could feel what he felt, and finally he spoke. Initially (before he showed up) when I looked around I was at a banquet like a wedding. I spilled wine on myself and was leaving to change into something else. I was walking up the beautiful staircase and then a god like being approached me. I'm assuming an angel but I thought he was Jesus when I first woke up. As soon as he appeared he gave me an emotion I've never felt before. He said it was the love of God. I've loved deeply but I've never felt anything like it. When he spoke the place was shaking and a bright light was behind him. He put out his hand and said, "Come to us my love." The feeling was so strong at this point I could barely concentrate. It felt so good, it almost hurt. I looked away bc it was all too much and said I wasn't ready yet. Then I was instantly afraid bc I thought he must be angry and I didn't know how he would react. But I still felt the "love of God" at the same time. So that was strange too... Feeling 2 different things at the same time. But when I looked up he was smiling at me and not angry. Then I started floating away.

I was really sick at the time and my doctor said I almost died after she did my unexpected surgery.

That's my very condensed version of it. It was all very bizarre though. I was so vivid, I so wish I was an artist! Lol He came up to me like any person would initially and I felt like me the whole time. I reacted the same way and closing my eyes/looking away is what I do when I'm afraid too. I thought it was weird I reacted like my normal self.