I'm just afraid of everything and i know that when i gave God then i shouldn't be afraid, but looking at all the bad things that are happening in the word and to my close friends. I'm just paralyzed by fear. Terrible thjbg is that next fall I'll be in university and I'm afraid that bad things might happen to me there or i will just depart awat from God. The truth is that i can't praise God in midst of storms because I'm not strong enough to do so, and for once in my life, it would be good for good things to happen to me for atleast a week. I don't know. I guess I'm selfish for thinking of something like that. I wish i was a strong Christian but i am just the opposite. Even though i have a creator who wants me to trust in Him, i have failed to do so and now from dusk to dawn fear has taken over me....