Don't be discouraged. I listened to something today. It said, Peter started to walk out of the boat to Jesus. He got distracted and lost his focus who was right before him, and what was howling and roaring. Jesus said to him, oh you of little faith. He started to sink, and was grabbed by a loving hand of the savior. WE all feel we at times sink in despair, or even feel like drowning, the waves over our heads.