My first and last husband, is why I don't want to date or get serious with anybody, when he left he took my heart and soul, it was pure h __ __! I can say we are friends now, but with not benefits, so he really don't even want to be friends with me. Everyone is so gentle with me, and that because I been though so much, and I not going to risk it again. People say they other fish in the sea, well, I am not over this fish yet, even though it been a few years. He torn my ever being out of me.