Don’t like my son

The right path is to lay it at Jesus' feet and trust Him to work it out. 1 Peter 5:7 tells us to cast out cares upon Him. Your own personal health is suffering because you are trying to do Jesus' job. Just do what you are called to do...seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness.
Until you let Jesus do what He has promised to do and you do what you should be doing, you won't find relief. But once you do, you will find rest...Matthew 11:28-30.

I try giving it to God but then I take it back. Thank you your kind words.

One of the most difficult things for humans is to relinquish control. We want to know outcomes and believe we can through our own endeavor bring to pass that which we desire best. But it's simply not true. God knows us more intimately than we know ourselves. And He knows better how things should work out. And He can actually bring things to pass.
Keep giving it to Him. One of these times He won't let you take it back.

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Matthew 11:28-30

Hello, honestly I don't think that there is something wrong with you or your son. In my opinion, people are different, we have different kinds of emotions and we express it in a different way or form...
Maybe spend more time with him and try to communicate your feeling to his feelings and vice versa, try to understand him in his perspectives as you also make him understand yours, in terms of supporting him financially I think he could do it on his own as he is in college now, talk to him nicely and give him some responsibility and accountability to manage his adult life but still reminding him that you will always be there to support him emotionally and prayer always works! Don't give up on that. Best of luck.