I'm going away. Probably forever. I did say my peace, but it was not approved. It was to be expected. Until never. Thank you!
You are approved by God, I know another cliche' lol, and whatever you're going through can't be worse than the majority of people in the world. Probably most human beings have been let down by another and as for me, I would just move on. I never dwell on something that didn't work out and I can't change someone's perception.
People who succeed will tell that they had many failures before they achieved their goal but they kept pursuing their calling . I pray the Holy Spirit will reveal the blessing you are and the Father's love for you. You are an amazing poet I saw and I'm sure you can be a blessing to others.