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There is no need for you to apologize at all for anything. It look like you have traveled down a rough stretch of road in your life's journey. Glad to have you onboard with us. God bless you too. Welcome to CC.

Hi everyone I'm Steven 51 years old,I had I different life to most mum passed early for me locked up bye the time I was 12 I never went school at 16 they claimed I had a mental age of a 11 year old and I wouldn't amount to anything. I have already had a heart attack developed type 1 diabetes had 3 operation on my leg because of blocked veins I've now got COPD from smoking my own fault . When I was around 6 my life was better when I was asleep ,dreaming Iwas better than being awake my dad urinated on me daily never feed me and locked me away.but I went Sunday school a few times and wished just for a normal life,at 12 I was left alone in the house dad had moved out after a split with his wife. The police got involved I went into care. I actually got charged for stealing food from the houses on the street and stealing milk from doorstep I was 12 years old .I never wanted to leave a children's home it was awesome i got feed clothed .but I got abused in a children's home I was sent away to a remand centre until I was 15 I got fostered at 15 . I met a man who said I remanded him of him as a child he gave me a job I moved out to Leicester. My life changed after that the family I wished for as a kid I'd got.under the strangest of circumstance a affair with my foster parent.i had loads of issues by the time I was in my late 20 angry drinking to much alcohol I was a mess fighting all over the place but I just was so angry all the time I got my day I got attacked fractured skull in 2 places broken eye sockets, nose. I was lucky I lived then when I came to full recovery. I developed type 1 diabetes rare at that age but it stopped me drinking. I needed help to stop drinking I got it. I set up a business plastering i got my papers unfortunately I was still angry I then had a heart attack through stress and my anger I had stents fitted so I had to slow down my anger got better I'm now ok. The thing im trying to say is although lve had it hard and messy all the stuff I prayed for I got I got the family support I need I stopped drinking I got type 1 diabetes to do it but he moves in mysterious ways and became a lot calmer throughout .Im still alive my stance is this im strong and would rather all this stuff happened to me rather than anyone else I'm still only 51 now and still have a life witch will only improve. My grammar might be poor I never went school so I apologise for that god bless you all God loves us all even ragdolls like me can believe someone watching ❤❤❤❤💯

Hi everyone I'm Steven 51 years old,I had I different life to most mum passed early for me locked up bye the time I was 12 I never went school at 16 they claimed I had a mental age of a 11 year old and I wouldn't amount to anything. I have already had a heart attack developed type 1 diabetes had 3 operation on my leg because of blocked veins I've now got COPD from smoking my own fault . When I was around 6 my life was better when I was asleep ,dreaming Iwas better than being awake my dad urinated on me daily never feed me and locked me away.but I went Sunday school a few times and wished just for a normal life,at 12 I was left alone in the house dad had moved out after a split with his wife. The police got involved I went into care. I actually got charged for stealing food from the houses on the street and stealing milk from doorstep I was 12 years old .I never wanted to leave a children's home it was awesome i got feed clothed .but I got abused in a children's home I was sent away to a remand centre until I was 15 I got fostered at 15 . I met a man who said I remanded him of him as a child he gave me a job I moved out to Leicester. My life changed after that the family I wished for as a kid I'd got.under the strangest of circumstance a affair with my foster parent.i had loads of issues by the time I was in my late 20 angry drinking to much alcohol I was a mess fighting all over the place but I just was so angry all the time I got my day I got attacked fractured skull in 2 places broken eye sockets, nose. I was lucky I lived then when I came to full recovery. I developed type 1 diabetes rare at that age but it stopped me drinking. I needed help to stop drinking I got it. I set up a business plastering i got my papers unfortunately I was still angry I then had a heart attack through stress and my anger I had stents fitted so I had to slow down my anger got better I'm now ok. The thing im trying to say is although lve had it hard and messy all the stuff I prayed for I got I got the family support I need I stopped drinking I got type 1 diabetes to do it but he moves in mysterious ways and became a lot calmer throughout .Im still alive my stance is this im strong and would rather all this stuff happened to me rather than anyone else I'm still only 51 now and still have a life witch will only improve. My grammar might be poor I never went school so I apologise for that god bless you all God loves us all even ragdolls like me can believe someone watching ❤❤❤❤💯