Hi Brian,
I'm very sorry you're going through this. There are many, many people here who feel the same way.
Have you taken a look around the forum?
May I suggest looking around for any subjects and topics that might interest you, and then beginning to chime in on some of the discussions that might interest you? We have a little of everything here, from Bible discussions to news to talking about everyday life as a Christian.
It's hard for anyone to just dive in and start chatting up someone they don't know... Maybe you could help us to get to know you?