The question is based off a flawed premise.
There is no darkness in Him. There is no sin in Him. Therefore, He has never caused any wrong to occur, and therefore cannot be blamed for such. Due to this, you theoretically cannot be mad at anyone but yourself. You can incorrectly blame someone or something, but you would still be wrong. And when you are wrong, this energy and emotion only boils up inside. Destroys from within. However, it is not entirely your fault. We have all been mislead by many in this world, tricked, deceived, let down, we all have the knowledge of evil. Your sins have been forgiven on the cross, trust in the Lord Jesus Christ and march on. It gets better, I assure you, Brother. That knowledge of evil will be removed and the Kingdom revealed.
The Bible speaks of cases of justice being served, and justice will be served to come.
When we stray from God, we suffer. This is because once you stray from God, you have forgotten where He is. You have forgotten who you are. You have forgotten the power given unto you through Him. You have forgotten the law he written on your heart. Forget all of that, then comes lawlessness. Lawlessness has its effects as it harms all involved. Fight back and work back, seek God with all your heart, love Him with all your soul. Then you'll know how silly it all was.
God is love. All Glory to the Lord Jesus Christ.